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.Tuesday, May 6, 2008 '
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Rhythm Of
Life
hais okay.. Just got back from bugis went to shop for some stuff.. hais..
my whole mind is just thinking of where is he, what he doing, this and that..
hais I'm totally mad about him.. I didn't know i will become like this.. I wasn't like this last time.. if i was my last time me i would have already given up on him.. But this time no matter how hurtful things he say i still can take it although it hurts but after a few hours of pain i became stronger seriously.. I told myself that i have to be strong to take all the pain & soon the pain is gone.. I seriously made up my mind ler.. I decided to make him my last one even though its hard to get him back.. I know its hard on him, i dun wanna force him either but i just wan him to stay happy.. & i wanna be the only girl who care & love him.. Even if he is not my bf but what i need is him not the name that he is my bf.. What for, when u have him as ur bf when u don't even love him but u just wan the name.. So i rather love him with all my heart & not giving him up.. I believe we can do it if we slow down in everything we do.. Don't because of some pain, we give up, we have to be strong to face everything.. I guess all this is called love.. I will still be waiting for him even if its years & its worth it.. He is my EVERYTHING and he is all i NEED! I LOVE HIM..
I shall end here having bad headaches..
SHEELA (: 5:22 PM
