okay today morning woke up and check some stuff.. hais when i saw it i cried lol.. hais nvm luh i have to be strong! (: SHEELA IS A STRONG GIRL!! My heart was totally sour through out the day.. nvm don't say ler, ytd planned with my girlfriends that we today will be going vivo but in the end we didn't.. shi yun was angry with us cos she waited for us like for 30mins lols sorry shi yun.. Than we didnt know what to do so we went to joey house to slack.. We tried calling shi yun but she was angry with us.. Than we asked gwenda if she wanna join us to slack than she agree so she came to meet us.. soon shi yun msg us saying that she wants to come and find us.. yea! she not angry ler.. (: so we watch ghost show, chatted & dance like mad.. haha today was fun.. I LOVE THEM! ((: They treat me really very good.. They console me when i needed them & they will always be there for me when i need them..They helped me in many ways! (: So i wont wanna lose such good friends like Shi yun, Joey && gwenda! ((: But most importantly i dun wanna lose him.. I will fight with all my might to get him back! okay about 6++ i headed to his home there to make something for him.. hais cried while doing cos the wind very strong and i squat down there for very long.. legs are numb hands are shaking and i also get burn on my hand.. hais I'm so useless cant even light up the candle.. I'm sorry baby.. T.T so i called him and cried and ask him to look down from his window.. than he came down i was crying cos i felt useless.. but he hugg me i cried and explain everything to him.. His not angry with me anymore but what is impt is not about angry is weather he wanna give me a last chance.. hais i also dunno how.. I really going to work super super hard to get him back.. Whenever my hp rings i very nervous cos i dunnoe what he going to say before i press open i close my eyes and pray hard that is not something bad.. I guess you have already gone in my heart and you cant come out anymore.. Its my first time acting like this.. Really man just love him alot & cant move on without him :(
I will give him time to reconsider ba cos i really want him back.. Im still waiting for you- Leonard chin zhen yu.. How long also doesn't matter as long you still love me can ler.. Im happy enough! hais miss him.. k luh i go rest ler.. take care everyone!
HIS THE ONE THAT I'M LOOKING FOR~
Pain pain go away come again another day! lols
SHEELA (: 9:57 PM
