Slept at 4 plus last night.. I'm so tired..hais had nightmares && the nightmares is all the same, all about him..but..
Everything is back to normal today morning.. (:
he replied my msges.. yea! phew.. I will try not to msg him so much ba..I think he feel irritated at times.. I will try to control.. Sometimes its really very hard to control, so i dunno how also, but i will REN ba.. I believe i can do it.. As long as he is happy, i am willing to take any pain just for him because its worth it! <3>
hmm.. Thinking if i should work during June holidays.. Im abit lazy & if i work i will have less time to see him.. hais.. what im worried is about not having enough time to spent with him.. Although i know he doesn't wan to see me, but he cant be avoiding me always what.. hais i also dunno..I also got feeling de..I dunno when is the next time i will be seeing him.. I guess maybe few weeks ba.. By that time i think i sure miss him like mad de.. I really dunno how to go on without him..
Since we patched i live my life because of him & i feel so attached to him since than..hais.. I also dunno luh.. I hope he will notice every changes in me ba.. I'm really feel very tired.. I just hope all my effort will lead him back to me .. I will wait and do all my best for him with no regrets.. hais.. Goodbye~ T.T
whatever you do
i'll be right here
waiting for you
whatever it takes
or how my heart breaks
i will still be here waiting for you (:
I LOVE LEONARD CHIN ZHEN YU~
SHEELA (: 12:57 PM
