Meaning Of Roses ♥
1 Stalk - Love at 1st sight
2 Stalks - Mutual Feelings
3 Stalks - I Love You
7 Stalks - I am Infatuated by You
9 Stalks - Together as Long as We Live
10 Stalks - You are Perfect
11 Stalks - You are My Treasured one
12 Stalks - Be My Steady
13 Stalks - Friends Forever
15 Stalks - I am Sorry
20 Stalks - I am Sincere Towards You
21 Stalks - I am Committed to You
36 Stalks - I Will Remember Our Romantic Moments
40 Stalks - My Love is Genuine
99 Stalks - I Will Love You Till the Day I Die
100Stalks - I am Totally Devoted to You
101Stalks - You are My One and Only
999Stalks - My Love Will Last Till the End of Time
------------------------------------------- Precious Gems (:
LEONARD (:
Alicia :D
Joey
Shiyun
Gwenda
Nathalie
Dayuan
Yuanlin
Joel
The names are not in order cos i love them equally! :D

- I just wanna be happy :D
- Dont drift from my girlfriends & friends (:

MinMin((: Cherrie((: Joey(: Nathalie(: Cyn((: Bevin(: Delphine(: YiFang(: Estee(: Eileen(: Suyi(: Sylvia(: Shiyun(:

Today during assemble as i sang the national anthem, my tears keep dropping.. hais.. i was thinking here and there i really didnt know what to do so i ran to the toilet & lock myself inside & cry for 1 hour plus.. My friends was finding ways to open the door because i didn't want to open.. Thanks to siewping, carmen, joey, shi yun & gwenda.. (: slowly recovered & went out of school around 11.. went to bendemeer mall to eat than went to vivo to buy my fun fair stuff than bought chocolates for him.. The chocolate have many memories between us..


My personal feelings;

I really dunno how to get you back, i just need a final chance..
hais is it really very hard??
Loving you & waiting for you is something that i am proud of myself because this is my first time so crazy over you.. Try thinking how pain & how hard is it to get u back.. Do you think i will be so stupid to let u upset again when i get you back?? You think ba during the 20 days waiting for you and all.. How pain u hurt me & all i just overcome everything..I just tell myself to dont think so much and just continue waiting..But whatever i do don't seem to touched u at all.. what u want me to do than i can earn the chance?? What i want is only ONE LAST CHANCE!! But its seems so hard.. During our 11 days did you see the change in me? From that day on i have already decided to make u my last..Its not as easy as u say move on.. I have to bear with consequences with my choices.. I have already made my choice & its you.. So im going to bare all consequences no matter how pain.. I just wan you to know that im no longer the sheela you know few yrs back i am now the sheela that love you 24/7 and faithfully.. Think though during our 11 days how i treated you and all how much i sacrifice for you..I didn't hurt u during the 11 days.. I told u everything is because i dont wanna lie to you becos u have the right to know everything.. Think how much courage was needed and all.. Try and put yourself in my shoe and think.. I think if u were me u wont even tell me.. I rather i tell u now and lose you & work hard to get u back than lose you forever.. During the 20 days of waiting.. I can feel the pain that i give u last time.. I can guarantee that the pain really can kill me.. I even though of jumping down ytd, family was in the mess & there u are ignoring me last night.. Being avoided by the one u love really sucks!! I can swear man.. hais ur msges are getting colder & colder but no matter how cold i still will wait de.. There is no GIVE UP this word in my heart.. Giving up is the dumbest thing to do to the one u love.. Through experience from my 20 days it really hurts, u sometime even suddenly can cry for nothing cos you miss him & really wan to see him.. But i really learnt alot through all this i learn to be patience, faithful, miss, trust & treasure the one u love.. Whenever i meet u i really treasure the time in looking at you even if its few mins.. Hais.. I hope u can think how i feel and that to give me a final chance.. hais.. I really love you & i really do..You are my everthing no matter what happens.. I still have alot to say but i will end here..
T.T Suffering in silence..