Today EBS exam was alright.. Didn't study at all cos don't have the mood to study.. sian!
tmr is my last paper ler.. YEA! Finally over luh! During the 2 weeks was damn suffering can! okay today he didn't go to school, so i went to his house & surprise him haha.. lol i think he wasn't surprise at all luh cos i every time will meet him when he is free & when i got the chance to.. Everything was fine.. (: but was abit sad today cos got some girls msg him.. I was damm jealous luh but its normal reaction so cant blame.. :( I really dont like the feeling man cos I'm afraid of losing him & scare he will like any of them.. But i know that scared also no use cos you must have the 101% of trust in him.. hais I'm really working very hard on him, all i need is him i don't even care if he is my bf a not as long he is happy when he is with me and he loves me too & I'm happy enough ler.. I really dunno if he still loves me but i really hope that he does & i don't wan the feeling to fade away..
3 days ago his msg was quite sweet, funny and happy but for now abit cold and like not very happy.. I don't like him to like that hais..I really want him to be happy when he talk to me or msg me.. Its hard on him i totally understand, its hard on me too but no matter how hard im still there waiting for you.. I REALLY REALLY hope that he will go back to his funny funny abit sweet and happy attitude like he used to 3 days ago.. I don't wan any girl to take him away from me.. :'( * CRIES~* I WANT MY LEONARD CHIN ZHEN YU!! After my last paper i will work even harder on you.. You are my everything & i need you! I will stay happy & try to cheer myself up too cos i know u sure don't wan to see me sad sad de & i think u also don't like me to be sad~ (: IM A BIG BIG BIG GAS GHOST only when it comes to leonard!
I LOVE LEONARD I LOVE LEONARD I LOVE LEONARD
I LOVE LEONARD I LOVE LEONARD I LOVE LEONARD
I LOVE LEONARD I LOVE LEONARD I LOVE LEONARD
I LOVE LEONARD I LOVE LEONARD I LOVE LEONARD
I LOVE LEONARD I LOVE LEONARD I LOVE LEONARD
I LOVE LEONARD I LOVE LEONARD I LOVE LEONARD
I LOVE LEONARD I LOVE LEONARD I LOVE LEONARD
I LOVE LEONARD I LOVE LEONARD I LOVE LEONARD
I LOVE LEONARD I LOVE LEONARD I LOVE LEONARD
I LOVE LEONARD I LOVE LEONARD I LOVE LEONARD
I LOVE LEONARD I LOVE LEONARD I LOVE LEONARD
I LOVE LEONARD I LOVE LEONARD I LOVE LEONARD haha! Im mad about him cos i really love him! (:
byebye!

SHEELA (: 7:12 PM