Today is my school fun fair lols.. Got performance luh.. " Chinese dance" !! can believe me dancing chinese dance?? hhaha lols! Shi yun & I only mastered it for 2 days.. each day 2 hours lol total 4 hours!! cant believe we made it! haha cheers!! ((:
Okay after my performance i went to change to my home clothes and when to look around at the fun fair &&&&&& guess what!!! I saw him!! him!! & its him!!! lols i thought he didn't go! but i saw him there so i taped this shoulder and say hi! lols we were like strangers hais! So i just say hi and walk away but act act walk away luh but actually i was following him hiding here & there to look for at him.. He like superman luh!! Suddenly will missing de, than i got to find him but cannot let him notice me.. LOL!! Although hiding here & there like very xin ku but nvm luh can see him can ler.. ((: I remember of the past how i treated him, it was around this date last year when we have a Marathon.. hais i was like so cold to him too & my heart wasn't with him.. hais i feel so dump last time.. I shouldn't have done this to him!!!!! T.T and its not only 1 time is 3 times! hais i wasn't ready for long relationship at that time ba cos sec 1 & 2 is the time when girls are playful.. hais now i regret with how i treat him in the past.. I think its all bao ying bah.. hais really regret how i treated him last time.. If i can turn the clock i will definitely not do this to him de.. Im sorry hais.. But whatever it is thats the past! I dun wanna say about it anymore cos im no longer that sheela he have known last time! For now im matured enough to think what i wan for my life.. Im gonna wait for him no matter how long.. & i wont ever regret! Im gonna work hard in getting him back! Im ready for a long relationship with him anytime because i have already put my 100% of love into him and it will not change no matter how long.. I've decided & it will not change for now & future! I LOVE LEONARD!!! Hais.. Today was really damm pain!!hais.. The past came back, happy memories & sad memories also have.. I really feel like killing myself hais.. Im really afraid that i will go back to smoking cos of all this.. hais.. T.T
This time round.. I'm really going to wait even if its years!
I LOVE LEONARD CHIN ZHEN YU!!!!
I change my blog song !
This song really suits me now~
HOW DO I LIVE
How do I,
Get through the night without you?
If I had to live without you,
What kind of life would that be?
Oh, I
I need you in my arms, need you to hold,
You're my world, my heart, my soul,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything good in my life,
And tell me now
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
Without you,
There'd be no sun in my sky,
There would be no love in my life,
There'd be no world left for me.
And I,
Baby I don't know what I would do,
I'd be lost if I lost you,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything real in my life,
And tell me now,
How do I live without you?
I want to know,How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
Please tell me baby,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything,
I need you with me,
Baby don't you know that you're everything,
And tell me now,
How do I live without you,
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
How do I live without you?
How do I live without you baby?
I LOVE YOU ALWAYS!! ((:
SHEELA LOVES LEONARD ETERNITY!!
SHEELA (: 6:25 PM
