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.Friday, May 16, 2008 '
♥
Rhythm Of
Life
Today is yi fang's birthday.. She is the best gf i ever had and she always there for me
I Love her!! (:
Happy birthday to YOU,
Happy bithday to YOU,
Happy birthday to my SIAO CHA BO,
Happy birthday to you!! ((:
I shall not say what happen today cos its just too painful.. T.T
To my beloved ;
I have already decided on waiting for you, even if u tell me straight in my face that we wont be back tgt again i will still wait de because to me.. you are my last love.. I don't think you will believe luh, you will only believe me when the sky drop or when I'm dead.. I just have to say that loving you is the happiest thing that i have done in my life & I am proud of myself that i can wait for you even when u hurt me by saying so many hurting words.. All your hurting words make me even stronger.. Im no longer the sheela that you know since 240606..
I'm the new Sheela that love you very much since 130408 and have already placed you no. 1 in my heart & even if the sky drop i will always be there for you if u need me..Today when u told me that i am irritating, i was totally hurt but i admit it.. Because i was very unstable today so i hope you can understand too.. But i wont be unstable anymore, i will try my very best to control myself.. I don't wanna irritate and stress you anymore..I will try not to msg you so much ler cos i know that you will feel very fan.. Im sorry to hold u so tight even when u are not my bf.. I MUST REN!!! CONTROL!!! hais but now i will give you all the space you that wanted since we broke up..Starting when i waited for you i still call you baby and all but u didn't like it so i took it away & when i say i love you & i miss you, you didn't like it too.. I tried to take it away too.. You took everything ler.. what else do u wanna take from me?? hais i really dunno what i can do now.. You told me to move on & its not easy as you said.. I know i hurt you many times ler, so what i am going through now is what u are going thru last time.. You are just afraid of being hurt by me again.. That's why u cant afford it.. I wont force you either.. You will slowly see the change in me.. I dunno what else i can say to you ler but i just have to say that i really love you alot & need you badly.. I dunno when is the next time i can see you again.. Even if i wanna see you, i will hide one corner & see you de because i know u wont wanna see me at all & i dun wanna disturb ur life..I'm really scared.. hais Drink lots of water, you are coughing already..Don't get sick.. take good care of yourself & study hard & stay happy can ler! I love you takecare my dearest.. I miss you T.T
( loving someone doesn't mean you have to be with the person, see him happy you will be happy
too.)
- Whatever i say on my post, i guess you will just read and ignore ba.. but nvm its your choice.. (: i will respect it! & tmr fun fair i think you also wont go de nvm luh (': take lots of care! I LOVE YOU!
Im waiting for you always even if its years & i mean it.. You are my last love!
This song suits me best now..
Lyrics ; 我会好好过
李玖哲
你的爱很像泡沫
太轻或太重
都不在手中
我的爱就像天空
太放或太收
你都只是风
你来过却爱上自由
你出走我不问理由
我会好好过
等你再爱我
总有个角落
会让你想起我
我会好好过
等你再爱我
向右或向左
都有我站在这里守候
你留下很多
够我面对寂寞
寂寞不重纵使爱太弱
我会好好过
等你回头
会看到的一定是我
You will always be in my heart no matter what happens..
No one can replace you..
I LOVE LEONARD CHIN ZHEN YU!! ((:
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This is my last photo taken with him, but we haven patched..
hais i miss you!! <3
SHEELA (: 9:14 PM
