You once said that it was important to you, you said that whatever i give to you is important.. On Friday when i saw the board, the pictures were gonna drop off soon than i decided to re-paste everything today since i was free.. I actually wanted to just paste finish than leave ler.. But you woke up ler.. At that time i was on the way to your house.. hais you said u didn't wanna see me and all.. hais nvm i just leave & took a train down to boon keng & went to meet yi fang.. hais met her and told her what happen..she consoled me.. hais i know u are angry with me but i just only wanna re-paste everything nicely.. because you once said to me that is important to you.. hais.. & now you are ignoring me & not replying my msges.. I really dont like the feeling when you ignore me.. It really hurts so badly, the pain is really unbearable.. hais why wont u just understand abit.. you know how much pain am i in now.. & no matter how pain im still waiting for you.. hais.. i really dunno how now.. I just wish you can reply my msges.. T.T Im really breaking down.. I really feel like going to somewhere to shout,cry,smoke,drink all i wan & forget about the pain and stay happy waiting for you.. hais..
when u say that it was important to you, i really remembered so clearly, that's why i treasure it and don't wan the pictures to drop.. Can you don't ignore me?? hais.. T.T I really feel very very very tired.. I didnt eat well & sleep well.. everyday i can move on without food & without sleep..but i just cant move on without you.. hais my whole mind is all about u! you know ma.. hais.. It going to be 1 month soon since we seperate & im still waiting even when i know there so much pain..But its worth it..This is my first time doing all this for you.. I really love you alot & really feel so helpless now.. I really dunno what to do but just wait for you msges.. hais reply me can ma?? hais..I know you wont read my blog de..hais Goodbye.. T.T suffering in silence..
I will get use to the pain soon..
SHEELA (: 5:37 PM
