hais i cant meet you for few day as you say you wanna relax for few days.. hais i really miss you badly even when i saw u this morning.. Things can go out of control at times when you are angry but you totally misunderstood me, why wont you hear me out instead of pushing me away.. You should know that losing you is my greatest fear, i really feel lost whenever you ignore me or when I'm alone.. I really don't wanna quarrel cos it is really tiring for the both of us, i don't mind if i get tired but not you because i wan you to be happy.. I really don't wanna lose you & i don't wanna let you go.. I cant imagine what will happen to me if you leave me again.. Today i went to your house & left something at your table, i didn't know u were at home cos u said u wanna go out with your classmates.. I actually wanted to put it at your keyboard and lie on your bed to rest for awhile cos i was having tummy ache.. I left the thing on the table & left because if u need me you will definitely tell me,find me or msg me de.. hais but are you missing me? I cried at your house staircase & kept pondering if u still miss me & all but i really dunno cos i am not you unless you tell me..When i was in the bus on the way home,i close my eyes and rest but i was actually crying in my dream when i woke up tears just drop.. hais i really wan you badly now, i keep typing msges to you than in the end i just press close than delete cos you already told me just now that you need peace.. hais but i really didnt doubt you.. sometimes i really dunno what is on you mind when you're angry.. Is there a better way to solve thing than to pushing me away when i really love you? I know i am a very bad girl in the past but I'm not now, i really change for you and want everything best for you even if it tiring or what i will just still carry a smile on my face just for you.. I just want you to have the best.. hais if you love me or miss me you will sure be seeing this post but i guess you are too busy with your games ler.. hais.. I'm missing you badly now & i really dunno what else to do.. If you love me or miss me than just leave me a msg & i will definitely reply de.. I Love You.. T.T I hope the chocolate i gave you can make you happy..