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  • Meaning Of Roses ♥
    1 Stalk - Love at 1st sight
    2 Stalks - Mutual Feelings
    3 Stalks - I Love You
    7 Stalks - I am Infatuated by You
    9 Stalks - Together as Long as We Live
    10 Stalks - You are Perfect
    11 Stalks - You are My Treasured one
    12 Stalks - Be My Steady
    13 Stalks - Friends Forever
    15 Stalks - I am Sorry
    20 Stalks - I am Sincere Towards You
    21 Stalks - I am Committed to You
    36 Stalks - I Will Remember Our Romantic Moments
    40 Stalks - My Love is Genuine
    99 Stalks - I Will Love You Till the Day I Die
    100Stalks - I am Totally Devoted to You
    101Stalks - You are My One and Only
    999Stalks - My Love Will Last Till the End of Time
    ------------------------------------------- Precious Gems (:
    LEONARD (:
    Alicia :D
    Joey
    Shiyun
    Gwenda
    Nathalie
    Dayuan
    Yuanlin
    Joel
    The names are not in order cos i love them equally! :D

  • Cravess(:
  • - I just wanna be happy :D
    - Dont drift from my girlfriends & friends (:
    I love night life (:

  • ByeBye!(:
  • MinMin((: Cherrie((: Joey(: Nathalie(: Cyn((: Bevin(: Delphine(: YiFang(: Estee(: Eileen(: Suyi(: Sylvia(: Shiyun(:

    .Sunday, June 29, 2008 ' ♥
    Rhythm Of Life
    Quarreled with my mother.. she keeps nagging me to bathe & im pissed off.. She dunno how to wait de.. && i decided not to go to my aunt house ler.. so stay at home lo.. better.. stupid lo keep kpkb.. ANGRY!! #%#$^$%#! lols.. sian wont be meeting baby today & tomorrow.. Today im stuck at home, tomorrow he got muay thai.. sian.. Only can meet him on tuesday after his school ends.. aww.. missing him badly now! :(


    Missing you every now & then.. :(
    SHEELA (: 11:11 AM

    .Saturday, June 28, 2008 ' ♥
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    Im thinking too much recently.. Mood really very fucked up..Nevermind i hope i will be fine soon.. fuck fuck fuck!!


    THANKS CARMEN GOH FOR HELPING ME IN MY BLOG SKIN!! ((:


    I miss my baby :(
    SHEELA (: 6:53 PM

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    haha! just finish eating my ice-cream ((:Today im a good girl, went home straight after school..dressed up and went to baby's school to fetch him.. lols! dua pai lor he!lols hhaha.. Met baby than cabbed to baby's house to have dinner & see him play game lols! Decided to go boon keng cos melvin koh is back from NS! lols! got some kind of small small gathering.. haha lols.. slacked & all & its time for me to go home! lols sad sad.. i cant bear to leave baby.. hug & kissed him before boarding up my bus hees.. (: love him to the max max max!! hahaha! shall upload some pictures taken today! ((:



    BYEBYE!! I LOVE MY BABY LEONARD!! ((:



    SHEELA (: 12:06 AM

    .Wednesday, June 25, 2008 ' ♥
    Rhythm Of Life

    IM MISSING YOU BADLY NOW,
    LEONARD CHIN ZHEN YU! =(

    I wanna stay by your side forever,
    but do you believe in forever?? hais Suddenly feel so upset,
    just suddenly feel like telling you that I REALLY LOVE YOU!!
    But i really dunno if u believe me a not, i really hope so.. sigh =(
    need you so much, without you i really cant move on in life, you are my everything, maybe you will feel sian that i always repeat than in the end hurt you,
    but i swear i wont this time round.. My promises to you will never be broken..
    i will prove everything to you.. Time will show you eveything! I love you~
    SHEELA (: 10:36 PM

    .Tuesday, June 24, 2008 ' ♥
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    Today is me & baby's day.. 2 years back this is the day that we got tgt.. & i caused & hurt baby so many times.. Im sorry, thanks baby for giving me a final chance & i'm really happy with what i have now.. are you? pondering.. I really hope that you are happy being with me.. I love you & i really do.. I'm serious with what i am saying.. I really wanna make you my last ONE! <33
    REALLY LOVE YOU LOTS! HUGGIES! WE WILL LAST LONG! ((:

    OKAY! Today had talent quest audition.. lols everything was ok ba.. but i dunno if got sing out of tune not..lols! pai seh sia.. haha..Hope everything goes well!! wish to go in to finals ((:
    SHEELA (: 8:25 PM

    .Sunday, June 22, 2008 ' ♥
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    HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY!! ((:

    To my beloved baby :
    Feel so happy during the days together with you.. <33
    I hope there is up coming days ahead us & i hope our love will last long.. Really dont wish to lose you anymore, the pain is really unbearable..
    All i wanna tell you is all in the letter ler..
    I really hope you can feel my love..

    okokok.. shall start blogging didnt manage to blog ytd cos i cant log in into blogger.. lols.. lame luh.. stupid blogger.. haha.. ytd went to watch baby play basketball haha and we played ABC & he won! but for our 1VS 1 match i win him haha 3:1 naninanipupu.. baby lose.. hahahaha!!! xD
    Today met baby and went to bugis to buy my school shoes haha lols cant find converse de so buy other brand but still same design & same price.. lols..
    Had KFC for dinner.. hees love baby lots.. haha baby's mouth smelly cos he eat coleslaw aahahahahahaha omg.. si beh chao haha.. LOLS kidding luh..
    hai yo sian tomorrow school open ler..argghh.. but at least my homework are all completed.. hees.. yea! okay shall end here for today & blog when i'm free..
    byebye!! love baby lots! muacks!

    I LOVE MY LEONARD SUPER LOTS!!
    UHOO~ (:

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    Min: haha yea.. love him lots!
    haahha dont worry your darling koh
    coming out liao.. haha miss him alot right
    && never miss me.. sad sad.. :( ahaha
    k luh.. jia you for your java ah!! kampateh~ xD
    Liying: OKAY!noted! I will relink when im free k
    sorry.. ((: hope you understand! wee~
    see ya in school! xD
    SHEELA (: 2:13 PM

    .Friday, June 20, 2008 ' ♥
    Rhythm Of Life

    Yawns~ Feel so tired but cant sleep luh!!! T.T
    Slept at 4 plus last night and woke up at 7plus today morning.. lols.. super tired man..
    Later will be going office to find my invoice lols!! Never update! shit lo..
    Nevermind.. lols.. bored.. Just finish burning my talent quest song in a CD still need to go school give them to -1 the song for me.. lols sian ah!! argghh keep yawning damm tired but i seriously cant sleep.. baby save me.. haha miss baby lots.. okay luh end here i go watch tv.. Continue at night! bye bye! ((: love leonard chin aka poot poot.. hahahhaahahah!! xD


    Saw this in friendster.. ((: sweetsweet!!

    Every girl dreams that one
    day she
    will find a boy that does these things
    for her. Even the smallest action can
    have the BIGGEST impact on someone's
    life. AND I FOUND MINE!! LEONARD CHIN ZHEN YU((:

    • give her one of your t-shirts to
    sleep in.
    • leave her cute text notes.
    • kiss her in front of your friends.
    • tell her she is gorgeous.
    • look into her eyes when you talk to
    her.
    • let her mess with your hair.
    • touch her hair.
    • just walk around with her.
    • "FORGiVE HER FOR HER MiSTAKES"
    • look at her like she`s the only one
    you see.
    • tickle her even when she says stop.
    • hold her hand when you`re around your
    friends.
    • when she starts swearing at you, tell
    her you love her.
    • let her fall asleep in your arms.
    • get her mad, then kiss her.
    • tease her and let her tease you back.
    • stay up all night with her when she`s
    sick.
    • watch her favorite movie with her.
    • kiss her forehead.
    • give her the world.
    • write her letters.
    • let her wear your clothes.
    • when she`s sad, hang out with her.
    • let her know she`s important.
    • let her take all the photos she wants
    of you.
    • kiss her in the pouring rain.
    • when you fall in love with her, tell
    her.
    • and when you tell her, love her like
    you've never loved someone before.
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    2ND PART OF MY DAY

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    p***erby: Thanks! The song name is
    Tong Shou Tong Jiao (:

    Super tired & hungry.. aww.. :( miss baby many many.. Gonna play msn pool with baby soon.. hees he is playing cabal now.. lols shall smack his butt butt tomorrow.. make me wait for him so long.. haha nvm luh.. Understandable! ((: love baby lots! Today had cai fan for dinner haha yummy and cheap hhaha but it wasnt enough cause i was super humgry.. Im a pig!! Oink Oink!! xD lols!! Today only manage to get 1 sale & its my last day of work lols!! My target was 3 de but suey lo.. Recently very suey keep no sales but no choice lor but at least total up for around 16days i earn about $3xx! yippee~ Gonna treat baby to k-box haha.. I promise him de so must treat him cos he spent alot on me too so its my turn now.. (: baby must start to save money ler hor cannot keep take taxi k, i will take care of ur expenses de.. hees.. oh no.. school going start ler 2 more days!! argghh!! homework not done yet.. die.. ~.~" nvm hope nothing happens when school starts.. pray hard.. lols.. gonna meet baby tmr.. yea! ((: miss him so so much.. shall end here gonna play with baby msn pool.. haha byebye! xD

    I LOVE MR. CHIN ZHEN YU

    Date: 210608
    Time: 1.44 AM

    SHEELA (: 9:26 AM

    .Thursday, June 19, 2008 ' ♥
    Rhythm Of Life

    MORNING! Super bored luh.. No show to watch.. ~.~" so decided to blog blog blog..lols! so boring..Mum took MC today!! LOLS! hate her when she takes OFF or MC my ear sure will go deaf de.. nag & nag & nag.. And there she goes again...nagging at me now.. argghh!! I feel very fed-up when she nag at me & i tend reply rudely back to her..It cant be controlled luh.. WHATEVER!! ~.~! Good thing is..i am going out soon..YEA! or my ears are gonna burst! lols haha Gonna fetch darling from his school.. xD Ytd didn't have much time with baby.. see awhile jiu go home ler..Today we will have alot of time tgt.. yipee.. when school starts i might be busy with talent quest ler.. and i haven burn the song i singing in the CD yet.. DIE.. lols..And i haven really confirm what song should i sing leh.. My girlfriends & darling say ben lai.. But i not very confident.. :(nvm..with my girlfriends & darling support should be can ba.. hopefully lor... alright end here for now..
    gonna have my lunch! HUNGRY~
    hees shall continue at night! BYEBYE!! xD

    I MISS BABY!! <3


    2ND PART OF MY DAY

    The crazy us!! <33
    Fetch baby from his school.. hees.. so sweet of me hor.. haha from tampines to woodlands.. lols the journey very far but its worth it luh hees.. Can see baby can ler ((: Met baby and cabbed down to Dhoby Ghaut ( PCBUNK) cos baby need to exchange stuff with his friends.. hhaha after the exchange, we went to dhoby xchange!! haha we shared tom yum soup and ice cream.. hees yummy yummy!! xD We intended to go st gorge to meet kenny after our meal but in the end didnt.. We stayed at home and watch tv & chit chat with his mummy.. (: baby used to be as black as a bangalah but i think i blacker last time.. haha when i was in primary school i was so crazy about netball.. haha cos in primary school we are treated well.. although training was tough but its fun! hees miss those days.. love it man! For now i have no interest ler, i feel that its a waste of time unless i can go back to primary school netball team than say lo haha..lols things are different now luh...Now my hobby is to accompany baby.. hees.. ((: today when we were in the train on the way home.. got one auntie keep looking at us luh, hhaha and we were abit high at that time, keep laughing non stop haha.. baby luh.. stupid keep disturb me.. can bang each other's head samore.. haaha..lols! damm funny man!! ok luh shall end here tomorrow still need to work..

    GOODNITE!!
    I LOVE HONEY! ((:

    Date: 200608
    Time: 3.16 AM


    SHEELA (: 1:30 PM

    .Wednesday, June 18, 2008 ' ♥
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    Good Morning, just woke up not long ago.. haha slept so well today & i cant even hear my phone ringing.. poor baby..didn't reply his msg and he thought i dont want him ler.. haha no luh where will dont want him.. love him many many~ ((: oh goshh.. Its gonna rain soon and i need to go back to office to get invoice and stuff.. :( lazy to work.. But i only left a few days before school starts!! && MY HOLIDAY HOMEWORK IS NOT DONE YET! OMG!! lols! die! seriously very lazy to do.. mum nagging me EVERYDAY to do my holiday homework.. faints... ~.~" hate to hear her nag.. she nag at me i say her back, in the end quarrel and nothing is done.. That's why i hate her when she starts nagging at me but i know its for my own good.. WHATEVER!!! (: I still love darling the most.. So teng me ((: Recently wasn't feeling very well..had terrible mense cramp.. Vomited and no one was at home to help me and all.. Told baby & he wanted to come over to my house from his school to buy me food but after resting awhile, i was feeling better ler so ask him not to come cos very far and waste taxi money and he also got muay thai in the evening.. So in the end i went to work cos i really felt better and i dont wanna rot at home.. so just go work lor.. At least i know baby still cares alot for me..
    YIPEE!! LOVE HIM MOST!!xD

    okay shall end here..
    gotta bathe and dress up for work ler..
    shall continue at night! BYEBYE!! ((:

    LOVE BABY MOST! <33


    2ND PART OF MY DAY (:

    *SNAP SNAP SNAP SNAP*
    Took some photos after dressing up cos abit bored & i still have alot of time hees.. shall upload it later.. (: today went for work and didn't get any sales!!
    WTH! :( knock till hand pain.. waste time luh!! lols.. nvm after work met baby at st gorge basketball court hees.. see him jiu happy ler.. yipee.. xD
    lols when i arrive i saw baby, zhen wei, teck heng & another guy.. they were talking about army stuff than link to ghost things.. lols they are experienced people, they see and hear so much about it..so scary man.. hais.. kind of worried for baby but he still got 3 more years to enjoy before he go in army.. So better treasure the time with him outside or else next time he go in army ler than lesser time tgt, i will definitely wait for him de.. ((:
    YOU WILL NEVER BE REPLACED DARLING~ I LOVE YOU!! okay luh shall stop here for today, getting abit tired..*PICTURE TIME* xD

    GOODNIGHT!! (:
    I MISS YOU~

    Date: 190608
    Time: 2.33AM

    SHEELA (: 1:33 PM

    .Tuesday, June 17, 2008 ' ♥
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    YEA! gonna meet baby later! ((: yipee~
    Yesterday and today, i was awaken by phone calls asking about cable tv.. OMG!!abit too crazy ba.. lols!!
    nvm whatever it is.. I still earn money! ((: haha..
    SUper tired but i cant sleep ler.. :( I MISS BABY.. hees he is watching his comedy show in school and don't wan me liao.. lols!no luh guess his busy watching his show and forgotten me..too engrossed ler.. nvm (: shall end here.. will continue at night! ((: byebye~

    PART 2 OF MY DAY

    Reply tags ((:
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    Guest : lols! okay..thanks..
    but even if he look like a girl
    i will still love him de! (:
    Min : haha this one nicer ma! (:

    BACK!! WAHAHAHAHA!!! I defeated baby in msn pool!!! yea!! wuhoo~ his forfeit is to COOK ME A DELICIOUS MEAL!!haha! blehx~:p NOW its my turn to sit on the sofa and watch tv!
    I'm always the one cooking maggi mee for him, he is a LAZY PIG!!EAT, SLEEP & GAME but i still love him lots!!hahas <33
    Today took some pictures of myself.. so zhi lian.lols! but i guess its normal for girls to be zhi lian ba..haha
    okay! took some pictures with baby too..hees.. I Saw sarsi just now and chatted with her awhile, after that nathalie and sam joined us while baby was playing bouncing the bouncing the basketball ahhaha!!Anyways enjoyed chatting with them~ ((: hees.. && NOT FORGETTING to THANK baby for sending me home..LOVE YOU~ hees..
    oh ya! I just remembered that talent quest audition is coming soon!!!! AND I HAVEN EVEN STARTED ANYTHING!!OMG!! AND I STILL CAN HAPPILY EAT SWEETS & CHOCOLATE EVERYDAY!! I GOT TO STOP AND DRINK LOTS OF WATER OR IM GOONA LOSE MY VOICE SOON..DIE ~.~" Nevermind! I believe i can de! HAPPY GO LUCKY~ xD
    *GOODNEWS!!*
    YIFANG IS BACK FROM MALAYSIA.. haha i feel abit weird when i never see her online for days, but she is back!! ((: hees yi fang cheer up k! always there for you <33
    Alright! shall stop here for the day..
    I gotta call baby soon! (: shall upload pictures~

    BYEBYE!! xD
    LOVE MY ONE AND ONLY LEONARD!! <33


    Date: 180608
    Time: 2.39 AM
    SHEELA (: 12:32 PM

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    Baby defeated me in msn pool!!! WTH!!!
    Yesterday i win him leh.. Today he win back Tomorrow we shall have our final battle!!! ((:
    I BELIEVE I CAN DEFEAT BABY!!! hees... xD
    HAHA!! LOLS~ ok luh bored liao shall end here..
    Gonna chat with my baby on the phone now heez BYE BYE!! ((:

    BABY IS LOVED BY ME!! ♥
    SHEELA (: 12:15 AM

    .Sunday, June 15, 2008 ' ♥
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    haha today had a fun day with baby.. had underwear wrestling hahahhaha!! omg!! lols.. red, blue, light blue and white underwear flying around inhis room.. lols.. baby is a naughty boy!! we play and sweat like hell, baby sweat even more haha so long nvr play till so fun ler..enjoyed it! xD love you baby!!
    okay had dinner with his family at his house downstairs the kopitiam to celebrate father's day!! (: lols..
    So tired today & im gonna miss baby alot cos this week wont be meeting much cos he will be starting school tmr.. :( awww.. nvm heex i will meet him after work than..
    Played with baby pool in msn & it just ended and i won baby, we played 3 rounds and i won 2 rounds!!!! YEA!!! baby is a noob but i still love you alot.. You are so wonderful in many ways~ xD
    Im gonna miss you alot baby.. hughug!!

    ♥ I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND ♥

    My blog is dying~
    SHEELA (: 11:46 PM

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    Hais if i nvr think of going sentosa baby wont have itch till so badly today cos of his sun-burn.. sorry baby.. seeing how he suffer today really gives me heart aches.. Hope it heals by tomorrow..hais..sorry baby.. T.T


    I Miss My Baby~
    LOVE HIM LOTS!!!
    SHEELA (: 12:12 AM

    .Saturday, June 14, 2008 ' ♥
    Rhythm Of Life
    I saw it on someone's blog..
    I feel that i should post it..
    cause its a nice story.. (:

    "On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was thenplump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom.This was the scene of ten years ago.The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid,I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.Dew came into my life.It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me frombehind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her.Dew said, You are the kind of man who best draws girls eyeballs. Herwords suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we just married, my wifesaid, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls.Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn t help doing so.I moved Dew's hand aside and said, You go to select some furniture,O.K.? I ve got something to do in the company. Obviously she wasunhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her. At themoment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matterhow mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt. Honestly,she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew’sbody. This was the means of my entertainment.One day I said to her in a slight joking way, suppose we divorce, whatwill you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word.Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away fromher. I couldn t imagine how she would react once she got to know I wasserious.When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking with her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we livetogether. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I ve got somethingto tell you, I said.She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.Suddenly I didn t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her knowwhat I was thinking. I want to divorce. I raised a serious topic calmly.She didn t seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? . I m serious. I avoided her question. This so-calledanswer turned her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!At that night, we didn t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardlygive her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which statedthat she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. Sheglanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart.The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said.Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn t want anything from me,but I was supposed to give her one months time before divorce, and inthe month s time we must live as normal life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and shedidn t want him to see our marriage was broken.She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day?This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me.I nodded and said, I remember . You carried me in your arms , she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form.I told Dew(BITCH) about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly andthought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less mademe feel uncomfortable.My wife and I hadn t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don t tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for bus, I drove to office.On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on mychest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn t looked at this intimate woman carefully for along time. I found she was not young any more. There were some finewrinkles on her face.On the third day, she whispered to me, The outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there.On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became vaguer.On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as,where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc.I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger.I didn t tell Dew about this.I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now.She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, All mydresses have grown fatter. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not becauseI was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart.Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head.Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it s time to carry mum out. He said.To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom,through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step.Our son had gone to school. She said, Actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old.I held her tightly and said, Both you and I didn t notice that our lifewas lack of such intimacy.I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won t divorce. I'm serious.She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. You got no fever. She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn t value the details of life, not becausewe didn t love each other any more. Now I understand that since Icarried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you.Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into cry. I walked downstairs and drove to the office.When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me to write the greeting words on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out everymorning until we are old."

    Sad Story.. I Cried When i Read it.. T.T
    SHEELA (: 2:23 AM

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    Finally i feel like blogging was tired & lazy ytd haha.. lols ytd went marche to have our lunch than went to SENTOSA with baby haha super fun.. Had sun tanning and baby became super red! like drunked boy like that hhaha but nvm luh he likes it.. Both of us had sun burn & the pain is really very itchy but cannot strach!!! argghh poor baby..whole body got sun burn haha..
    we went to sit the sky ride haha begining was scary but slowly not ler..
    we take photos and the cennary is nice there haha!! ((: love it..
    okay after sky ride we went to dohby exchange to have our dinner..
    yummmy!! xD Thanks darling for such a wonderful day...
    Cant wait for tmr's outing with family!! ((: heez

    Pictures for the day~
    'sorry pictures are not in order very messy'


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