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.Friday, May 22, 2009 '
♥
Rhythm Of
Life
G-A-M-E-O-V-E-R
Its over between us. 21MAY2008 -7.35PM
45 DAYS
You waited for me two years
730 DAYS
Finally I've accepted you on
070409 TUESDAY
( on your birthday a very special day )
cos i hated you alot when you were waiting for me
during those days in 2007-2008.
All my friends ask me to try out with you
cos they say you really love me alot
and treat me really very good
and i also felt that way (:
you give in to me when i throw temper at you
and tolerate all my nonsense but at that time i was attached.
You went in to hostel last year
I wasn't able to contact you and we lost contact for months
one day i saw you online and chatted with you
and you were still the same old you
very nice to me (:
I was happy that i have a guy who always
by my side when im really sad.
I rejected you countless time
but you didn't give up & i was touched
This year around Feb i had problem with my previous bf
and i couldn't take his temper and broke off with him.
You were there for me and you treat me really good
still the same old you i was happy to have you with me
and we got together with you on 7April which is your birthday
A very special day (:
Beginning you treat me really good
give in to me when i am angry with you but slowly things changed
your attitude change. Everything change.
Firstly you tried to quit smoking for me but only for 2 weeks
and you continued smoking i didn't say anything about it
and i really hate people who smoke.
It stinks!
but still i let you smoke.
Secondly you told me to let you go pub
and you will treat me better and i agreed in it
but i don't like my boyfriend to go pub unless he is with me
but still i let you go pub with your friends
Thirdly you requested that you wanna go club
and i didn't agree in it but on the day
when i quarrel with you
you sneak into the club and didn't tell me at all
untill the day when i went to find pumpkin
than you told me the truth.
I was speechless at that time and was upset.
but still i forgave you.
You said i tied you
but think carefully you were so selfish with your actions
you always accompany your friends
and i will always follow you because i wanted to be with you.
You didn't even ask me out for once but its only the 2 of us.
beginning i complained a little bit than i stopped
and didn't even brief a word to you.
slowly you change to someone who i dunno
you seldom give in to me like you always do
you only have your friends in mind
and its my turn that i have to give in to you always
even when its not my fault
I felt tired and unloved
but still i pulled myself up and continue in the r/s
cos i love you.
As days passes we quarreled more and more
and its all because of your selfish actions
you never think for me at all.
i control you is because i care for you
but you don't know how to appreciated the care i have for you.
sigh one day you told me you need sometime
& i immediately called you
you told me you don't love me anymore
my heart cracked into pieces
i cried on the phone and didn't want a break up
but still you insist and i agreed
no point holding you when you don't love me
i only know i really tried my very best in this r/s
sigh you told me you wont MSG other girls
but in the end you did and not one but many
and you are enjoying flirting out there
of cos you are happy with your life now
when I'm suffering here.
you're really selfish.
but i dunno how to get over you
its too sudden & i still do love you & miss you.
but i will get over you very soon
even if i cant i also will force myself
cos its hurting me badly
every min us every second i will feel like messaging you
but i have to control myself and keep myself busy
i need a hug a big big hug badly
(i hope the person was you but it wont happen)
i wanna cry everything out and go to east coast
to shout everything out loudly sigh
thanks auntie,uncle,ah bah & komi for your concern (:
i will go back and visit you all, pumpkin & chantel de
I may look strong outside but inside me im weak
loves.
to be continued...
SHEELA (: 8:38 PM
