Swollen Eyes
Morning everyone, im feeling very tired now
and my eyes are all swollen
because of yesterday i cried like hell
& all the memories flew back,
was typing my yesterday blog post and crying at the same time
and my heart was aching very badly
Today morning when i woke up
i had that feeling of losing a person again
and the feeling really sucks.
I really wanted to take my phone & send him a msg
but thank goodness i controlled myself
I may look strong on the outside
but i am really weak in the inside :(
sigh i really miss him very much i dunno why.
I am scared, scared he have other girls
but i know its not her anymore.
sigh i really dunno what else to do to get you back.
I cant message you
cant call you
cant see you
cant talk to you
because its irritating to you
i am trying my very best to hide away from you
i will not let you see me anymore.
i will not message you anymore
i will not call you anymore.
maybe you dont wanna msg me its because you want face?
i have already lose face in front of your friends
when you show them the messages i send you.
what is face to me now? nothing.
sigh okay enough of saying i gotta go and prepare
for work already and im really feeling very tired
feel like sleeping and dont wake up.
bye people. :(
imwaitingforyourveryfirstmessage.
SHEELA (: 10:58 AM
