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.Sunday, May 24, 2009 '
♥
Rhythm Of
Life
Third day
- his msn nick -
"I have already decided my chioce, and i will not turn back"
Today meet up with desmond at KFC bus stop walked to Mcnair
and went up to his house to get pumpkin he wasnt awake at that time.
so took pumpkin down and play with him after awhile
dayuan joined us played with pumpkin and it was time that i have to go
and was suppose to meet up with JOJO & HAHA for interview
but they were still asleep so didnt go.
then all of us went up to his house and slack awhile while
waiting for yuanlin to come before we head to bugis for another interview.
dayuan,yuanlin,des & i took cab down to bugis
des went home and the rest of us went for the interview only me & yuanlin.
dayuan waited at one side so yupp i will be working tomorrow. confirmed already.
yuanlin will be working next week.
after interview he joined us and we went to iluma>ps>lavender>home.
Just now when we were at ps walking to the bus stop
dayuan & yuan lin was walking in front hugging each other
and behind was me & him than he was actually beside me
and i quickly step back lol i dunno why i became so timid.
sigh even if your msn nick says you have already decided your choice
and will never turn back but you think all this can make me give up meh?
have you ever heard of some saying?
"every setback makes us stronger"
meaning no matter how much hurt i get, it will make me stronger.
No matter what happen, I will always be there for you
If we love each other, everything can be solved.
I believe we can solve everything as long as we talk things out
but i know for now your thinking is you will not turn back anymore
but you cant tell things so fast when we just broke up for 3 days.
I remembered something like you told me
you need sometime since we together like so hard.
my reply to you is :
if we talk things out make our promises to each other
and don't break it i think everything will be fine.
even if you wanna go clubbing with your friends i also let
as long as you tell me the truth don't lie to me can le
everything begins with the word trust
but like i say just now you now only think of not turning back
and wanting me to give up and forget you don't you think you're selfish?
giving up is your choice not mine.
I will still hold onto this relationship because i believe i can do it.
even if you tell your friends you don't love me le
its okay. you yourself know whether you love me anot.
Remember i asked you a question
what if one day you break with me how?
you said : than you must not let me break loh must keep giving in
i said : i said don't want at first
cos to make him but in the end i said okay
and i told him when i say break you also must give in okay
you said : okay with a smile
sigh... zzZ
everywhere i go make me remind of you.
When i exit from the mrt station i saw the bumper car
and it reminds me of what you told me.
you said you wanna play and ask me to be careful cos you & dayuan
will keep banging me but till now we haven play lol.
whenever i walk to iluma arcade
i will remember those happy times when we play the street fighter game
sometime you win sometimes i win.
every time you win other people i will kiss you on your cheek.
we also played the mario car game
and i always end up the last one cos you and dayuan always win.
I miss holding you at your arms.
You seem to change alot now i dunno why
if you have the thinking of not turning back what more after June holidays?
sigh im just afraid of everything :(
Every time when i receive a message i will hurry hurry open it &
was hoping it will be you but every time it turn out to be other people
sigh i really wanna put up a strong face in front of you
and showing you that i have already given up but i cant
why is it so hard?
i dunno what else i can do already.
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Listen
(Beyonce)
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But can't complete
Listen, to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning
To find release
Oh,
the time has come
for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own
all cause you won't
Listen....
[Chorus]
Listen,
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home, in my own home
And I tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice
you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..
You should have listened
There is someone here inside
Someone I'd thought had died
So long ago
Oh I'm screaming out, for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside or worse
Into your own
All cause you won't
Listen...
[Chorus]
I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't....
If you won't....
LISTEN!!!...
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But I will complete
Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice, you think you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..
my ownn...
"I have already decided my chioce, and i will not turn back"
Today meet up with desmond at KFC bus stop walked to Mcnairand went up to his house to get pumpkin he wasnt awake at that time.
so took pumpkin down and play with him after awhile
dayuan joined us played with pumpkin and it was time that i have to go
and was suppose to meet up with JOJO & HAHA for interview
but they were still asleep so didnt go.
then all of us went up to his house and slack awhile while
waiting for yuanlin to come before we head to bugis for another interview.
dayuan,yuanlin,des & i took cab down to bugis
des went home and the rest of us went for the interview only me & yuanlin.
dayuan waited at one side so yupp i will be working tomorrow. confirmed already.
yuanlin will be working next week.
after interview he joined us and we went to iluma>ps>lavender>home.
Just now when we were at ps walking to the bus stop
dayuan & yuan lin was walking in front hugging each other
and behind was me & him than he was actually beside me
and i quickly step back lol i dunno why i became so timid.
sigh even if your msn nick says you have already decided your choice
and will never turn back but you think all this can make me give up meh?
have you ever heard of some saying?
"every setback makes us stronger"
meaning no matter how much hurt i get, it will make me stronger.
No matter what happen, I will always be there for you
If we love each other, everything can be solved.
I believe we can solve everything as long as we talk things out
but i know for now your thinking is you will not turn back anymore
but you cant tell things so fast when we just broke up for 3 days.
I remembered something like you told me
you need sometime since we together like so hard.
my reply to you is :
if we talk things out make our promises to each other
and don't break it i think everything will be fine.
even if you wanna go clubbing with your friends i also let
as long as you tell me the truth don't lie to me can le
everything begins with the word trust
but like i say just now you now only think of not turning back
and wanting me to give up and forget you don't you think you're selfish?
giving up is your choice not mine.
I will still hold onto this relationship because i believe i can do it.
even if you tell your friends you don't love me le
its okay. you yourself know whether you love me anot.
Remember i asked you a question
what if one day you break with me how?
you said : than you must not let me break loh must keep giving in
i said : i said don't want at first
cos to make him but in the end i said okay
and i told him when i say break you also must give in okay
you said : okay with a smile
sigh... zzZ
everywhere i go make me remind of you.
When i exit from the mrt station i saw the bumper car
and it reminds me of what you told me.
you said you wanna play and ask me to be careful cos you & dayuan
will keep banging me but till now we haven play lol.
whenever i walk to iluma arcade
i will remember those happy times when we play the street fighter game
sometime you win sometimes i win.
every time you win other people i will kiss you on your cheek.
we also played the mario car game
and i always end up the last one cos you and dayuan always win.
I miss holding you at your arms.
You seem to change alot now i dunno why
if you have the thinking of not turning back what more after June holidays?
sigh im just afraid of everything :(
Every time when i receive a message i will hurry hurry open it &
was hoping it will be you but every time it turn out to be other people
sigh i really wanna put up a strong face in front of you
and showing you that i have already given up but i cant
why is it so hard?
i dunno what else i can do already.
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Listen
(Beyonce)
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But can't complete
Listen, to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning
To find release
Oh,
the time has come
for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own
all cause you won't
Listen....
[Chorus]
Listen,
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home, in my own home
And I tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice
you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..
You should have listened
There is someone here inside
Someone I'd thought had died
So long ago
Oh I'm screaming out, for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside or worse
Into your own
All cause you won't
Listen...
[Chorus]
I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't....
If you won't....
LISTEN!!!...
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But I will complete
Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice, you think you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..
my ownn...
SHEELA (: 7:02 PM
