Natural is the only beauty ♥

I love night life (:

ByeBye!(:

MinMin((: Cherrie((: Joey(: Nathalie(: Cyn((: Bevin(: Delphine(: YiFang(: Estee(: Eileen(: Suyi(: Sylvia(: Shiyun(:

.Wednesday, April 30, 2008 ' ♥

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HELLO!! I WILL BE STRONG WAITING FOR YOU~ I LOVE YOU!!
YOU MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME.. NO MATTER HOW LONG.. IM THERE FOR YOU~ ((:
MUACKS MISS HIM BADLY~ HAPPY WAITING FOR HIM!! xD
I LOVE LEONARD CHIN ZHEN YU~

SHEELA (: 6:29 PM

.Monday, April 28, 2008 ' ♥

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I got to thanks yi fang for rushing down to find me as i was crying like hell and needed her confort.. haha she is someone who i really love.. ((: heex.. && got to thanks shi yun and joey for being there for me too haha.. I really feel much better! ((:

Today me & him were still alright de than suddenly he said to me some very hurting stuff he said that he wants a clean break off hais.. He say he cant ACCEPT other girls untill he settle everything with me.. hais after seeing all his hurtful msges i really cried everything out.. Its really very pain man! hais but since he say till like that ler what else can i say.. I just have to give him my blessing although it really hurts.. I told him in chinese that " I love him alot so i rather let him find his happiness but i will be waiting for him no matter how long" (: when i sent him that msg i really can admit that i really feel like crying.. I have to be strong man!! Or else if he have gf ler how am i going to take it ya? GO SHEELA!! haha.. I will try my very best not to bother him and give him all his space that he wants.. I Truely love him & really want him back.. (: Im waiting for you leonard!! heez.. ((:

I really hope he will turn up for the chalet.. :P

Goodbye~ Miss Him!!

HAPPY WAITING FOR HIM! XD

SHEELA (: 7:23 PM

.Sunday, April 27, 2008 ' ♥

Rhythm Of Lifehais days without you really hurts!

hais days without you.. are really horrible.. T_T

I really dunno how to go on.. hais you should know how painful it is ba..

& i know i must stay happy while waiting for you but i seriously keep breaking down whenever i see ur msg replies or like very scare that u might like other girls.. I might sound very crazy for you but its because i really love you & i really want to stay faithful to you..I know you need time.. I will give you the time.. But mean while i really hope the feeling is still there.. I can really admit that faithful to a guy u really love is a happy thing but its very sour and sour feeling is more painful than heartache.. hais i will just wait for you till u are willing to accept me ba cos i really don't wish to let u go.. :( SADISTIC.. I really miss you alot.. :'( can u be there for me when i need you?? I really hope you will be there for me.. hais.. *tears* T_T

I LOVE LEONARD ALWAYS~

SHEELA (: 6:01 PM

.Saturday, April 26, 2008 ' ♥

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hais today went for tuition for like 3 hours.. T_T

I really miss him alot.. hais.. exams are around the corner & im like so sad..

hais.. I got to be strong since im waiting for him.. hais he still dont believe that i will wait for him.. Im gonna prove him wrong because since the day i patched with him, i have already decided to stick to him for the rest of my life.. hais no matter how sad am i now, i will be strong and wait for him..I really need your hugs (':

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ILOVEYOU! I WILL STAY FAITHFUL TO YOU DURING MY WAITING PERIOD~

I PROMISE YOU~ (':

I LOVE LEONARD ETERNITY!!

SHEELA (: 4:20 PM

.Friday, April 25, 2008 ' ♥

Rhythm Of LifeSAD!!! T_T

hais okay.. Something big happened ytd.. hais.. T_T
I told baby some stuff and he was really upset..
I know after telling him i will lose him but i dont wanna lie to him..I hugged him really tightly ytd, & didnt wanna let go of him.. I told him everything because i wanna start a fresh with him..
I really love him alot and i already promised him that i will stay faithful to him & i really will..
I've decided not to give up on him & i will wait no matter how long! (:
I believe i can do it, cos im gonna make him my LAST ONE, I'm gonna start working hard in my studies & getting him back to me.. Whenever i see his replies, it really hurts but i keep telling myself that i am strong & i believe that i can do it! I will change anything just for you (: *JIA YOU SHEELA!!* I gonna miss him alot, i will try my best to see him as often as i can, cos his busy with his studies too.. :( hais i sound so happy, but deep in my heart i really feel very sour.. NVM IM NOT GONNA GIVE UP! (: I WILL LOVE YOU TILL THE END! WAITING FOR YOU ALWAYS~

I MISS YOU BABY~ T_T

I CANT STOP THINKING OF YOU..

I LOVE MY ONLY LEONARD!

SHEELA (: 8:22 PM

.Wednesday, April 23, 2008 ' ♥

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Sorry didnt blogg for the past few days.. hhaha too busy & tired.. Today morning woke up for school but had a bad tummy ache told mummy & she say dont go school, so went back to sleep.. haha! Out of my 3 years in bendemeer i wasn't absent till today.. heez im a good girl ya~ (:

Thinking whether to go for my Chinese oral later.. The marks will be counted in my mid-year exam.. hmm.. guess later just go back to school for oral ba.. hais stomach ache is back! I go and have my rest~ (: takecare readers!!

TO MY BABY: I WILL NOT LOVE YOU FOREVER BUT I WILL LOVE YOU ETERNITY! (:

SHEELA (: 10:19 AM

.Sunday, April 20, 2008 ' ♥

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Morning woke up at 11++ going 12.. so tired.. :( went to my ah ma house cos she was sick.. lol.. ya so went her house but she look totally alright luh.. good lo.. lols.. stayed there for few hours than took a cab home to grab my bag & went out to study with my friends lol.. super tired today.. :( okay luh nothing to blog ler.. shall upload pictures..

I look so funny in this picture but baby look's cute so decided to upload it (:

baby i miss you~ :(

YOU ARE WANTED BY ME!

I LOVE YOU!!!

SHEELA (: 9:25 PM

.Saturday, April 19, 2008 ' ♥

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Ytd set my alarm clock at 7.30am before i sleep but today cannot wake up too tired ler overslept for 1 hour than went to dress up and headed for tuition.. :( so tired.. After tuition went to baby's house to pei him cos he was having his survey stuff than cannot go out sobs..yah so bought lunch for him.. When i arrived at his house he was still having his survey stuff lol he will be paid $150 for it.. so much $$$ luh.. lol so they were in his room talking to him and all, its some IT survey luh so i waited at his living room for them to finish & i cant wait to hug him.. miss him alot.. lol 30 mintues passed.. Finally their OUT! haha finally get to see my baby ler.. haha had our lunch, Tom yam bee hoon kuey and tai wan chicken.. heez super full.. :O after eating is sleeping time! we are pigs! lol slept for a while & decided to take some photos heez.. shall upload them (:

I.AM.LOVED.BY.LEONARD.CHIN.ZHEN.YU <3

haha baby your face like never bathe like that haha :p you never bath for 1 year i also still wan you de! heex ILOVEYOUTOTHEMAX!! ((((((((((((: BYE READER!!

SHEELA (: 8:25 PM

.Friday, April 18, 2008 ' ♥

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Today so boring.. But met dear dear in for awhile just now, he send me home today.. haha so good hor.. Thanks dear! I Love You! ((:
hais sian sia.. 2 more weeks to mid year ler.. oh my god luh so fast, must start studying ler... :(
Nevermind just study ba! I wanna get good results.. All As is it possible?? lol dunnoe haha try bah.. k luhs dunnoe what to blog ler cos like so sian nothing interesting this week && my blog is starting to rot ler.. lol i will try to write more and interesting things after my mid year ba cos now stressing about my studies.. T.T lol.. haha baby!!! i got one secret to tell you.. " I....L..O..V..E....Y..O..U~ " haha lol (: miss you loads! byebye readers! :P

SHEELA (: 7:42 PM

.Thursday, April 17, 2008 ' ♥

Rhythm Of LifeBABY IS THE BEST! <3

haha! (: This is what baby cooked for me look below..HAHA delicious luh! yummy yummy! thanks my dearest! xD Lets look at how he prepare my ai xing bian dang.. (:

TADAH! IT'S DONE!! ((: CANT WAIT TO EAT IT SWEET YAH?? LOL

DARLING! THANKS FOR THE WONDERFUL MEAL! ((: LOVE YOU!!

SHEELA (: 7:54 PM

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Im so hungry~ :( but baby save my life.. heex he is helping me to cook my lunch now & im here relaxing.. wahaha thanks baby! (: Ytd went to oversea family school to learn my chinese dance..haha was quite fun luh.. But the movements abit hard.. sad shi yun cant join us.. :( she is at thailand.. lol.. & when she come back i have to teach her all the moves.. oh god.. its a big problem luh, like very hard, but shi yun can learn very fast.. she is a fast learner.. haha ((: k luh i go eat ler.. byebye!
LOve You BAbY!!((:

Thanks for everything!(x

SHEELA (: 4:22 PM

.Wednesday, April 16, 2008 ' ♥

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I MISS MY MR CHIN!! (((:

I LOVE YOU BABY!!
YOU'RE MINE ALWAYS!

SHEELA (: 9:35 PM

.Monday, April 14, 2008 ' ♥

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PICTURES TIME!! ((:

SHEELA (: 8:32 PM

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Rhythm Of LifeHe is mine! (:

Sorry didn't update yesterday, was kind of busy doing my blog stuff ! Okay.. HAHAHA! Yesterday went to his house to meet him cos at home nothing to do.. yups so meet him ler than saw him sleeping, so see him sleep lo haha than after that i was disturbing him saying that he was a pig than tikle here and there lol than he pull me up to his bed & hugg me than i hugg back lo cos i know i needed that hug cos i really miss him alot, than he asked me blah blah blah lah lah haha.. I dont wanna say our love story heez.. For u guys to find out.. And we are back together again..I was so happy can! lol.. Seriously i feel that NO one can replace him.. I LOVE YOU! heez.. Say no more to EMO days! yes luh! ((: lol pai seh abit mad liao.. Okay so we had a fresh start & a new beginning at 130408 it used to be 240606 but i guess let the pass go ba because they are all hurtful things.. Now what we have to do is just to stay happy! am i right baby?? hahaha! You totally change to a different person..someone who love and care more about me! I will treasure you even more..I promise you! anyways I cant upload our pictures taken ytd because I'm currently waiting for my baby at his house to get home he is still in school & i miss him loads! lol when i reach home than i upload!

ILOVEYOUBABY! You're my EVERYTHING!! (:

Wont wanna leave u anymore! <3

SHEELA (: 3:37 PM

.Saturday, April 12, 2008 ' ♥

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Ytd was msging him..Whenever i see his msg reply i seriously feel the pain in my heart, reply him till can cry lol i seriously think that i have mental problem or depression luh..Anyone.. HELP! hais everyday like that really can die sia.. hais Today decided to meet up with sasi one of my god sister at bendemeer.. Ate late breakfast than went to mac and eat again cos we were still hungry.. After eating we went to a hello kitty shop at bendemeer say a ring saying forever love and its black.. The ring look like its from couple lab..lol but its not..its @ a price of $2.90 and its very nice so me and sasi bought is haha! my lesbian partner yah.. lol sasi i love you.. So long never say i love you ler.. lol.. So we wore it at our fourth index finger haha.. sweet ya.. lol After that decided to paint my nails at bendemeer mall the new shop.. Painted for like about 45 mins bah, the lady who helped me pain my nails was very polite and patient haha because when i put my hand into the dryer my nail accidentally hit the table and my thumb the paint smudge lol hahhaha than i like very shy to tell her.. Than when she came to attend to me asking if dry already than i say i smudge one of my nail.. than she smile and help me to redo hhaha..so nice of her & so funny luh.. lol than after it was done walk around with yuan ling cos she wanted to meet da yuan than i went home & got pang seh by them so waited alone for bus lo .. hais dunno go where to find true friends.. shall upload pictures..

hais i miss my ring.. thanks to ms aw!

It cant be fixed.. :(

SHEELA (: 4:59 PM

.Friday, April 11, 2008 ' ♥

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Hmm.. Today was a super tired day half way through maths lesson eyes keep closing.. lol.. haha.. slept at 9++ 10 ytd and still tired.. lol.. guess i need a long long long sleep.. Past few days has been hard on me.. I feel that I'm missing you..but i shouldn't be because i know that we wont be together anymore unless i keep insisting but i don't wan cause I'm afraid to hurt you again & not give you the happiness that you want.. I guess other girls deserve you more than me.. Although we had alot of sad times but i hope that there will be happy memories between us.. I seriously have no more interest in guys.. hais dunno luh.. tired.. :( change topic!

After school went to jia xing's house with da yuan and yuan ling to pass his mum his uniform as he need it during court on the 22nd of april.. I really hope he will change to a better person..

After that.. Went to meet up with Marcus, chun hei, Ian, Carmen & his bf to have lunch at blk 3 than Marcus & i accompany Ian to the clinic near boon keng to take MC lol haha.. He skipped his NPCC.. The nurses at the clinic was damm rude can! Abit fed-up with them.. lol whatever luh than headed to lee siew ping house and see them play majong haha.. su yi ah su yi.. chun hei ah chun hei.. hahahaha!! :x lol.. Dont wan say about them ler or else Monday get beating by them hhaha! (: okay what we did at there was grill hotdog, watched tv & play computer.. I dont know much about siew ping actually but i found out that she is a nice girl!! ((: haha can get along quite well with her.. Her dog JOjo damm cute can he love chun hei alot haha keep sniffing him and hugging his leg lol i guess his socks smelly thats why! wahaha lol okay shall stop here bah..

Im tired.. takecare readers! ((:

P.S I MISS YOU~ T.T

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SHEELA (: 8:17 PM

.Thursday, April 10, 2008 ' ♥

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MY LIFE IS FULL OF HURT,SADNESS & FEAR..

IM TIRED OF LIFE..

SHEELA (: 7:58 PM

.Wednesday, April 9, 2008 ' ♥

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hais i told him that i wont bother him anymore & ask him to carry on with his happy life & blah blah blah.. he replied "haix ok".. After seeing his reply.. i really got nothing else to say ler.. I guess he.. just like that lo.. Forget it bah.. I'm really scare, tired & sad of relationships ler.. He wont know how i feel de..Nvm i dont wan him waste his time on a useless me either.. I rather he go poly find his Mrs right.. Dunno why recently has been thinking of the past with him.. I really hope i can just forget about relationship stuff & move on happily with life and studies..But i just cant.. 1 month plus ler and its still the same.. emoing everyday at night i just cant make myself happy lo.. hais.. i really dunno luh.. I'm really tired really really tired dying soon..hais i shall stop blogging ler *cries* take care bye T.T

SHEELA (: 9:52 PM

.Monday, April 7, 2008 ' ♥

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SHAGG LUH!!! HATE MY LIFE!!!IHATEYOUYOUYOU!!!

GET LOST LUH!!

you know why so many people HATE you..Because you made them hate you..no matter how much you change it doesn't make a differences de..You dont even know that your "true friends" are also backstabbing you.. lol i really sympathy you!

i know i sound damm asshole luh but i really feel that theres a need to say out lo.. i will feel much btr.. but if u come and confront me about this matter..

i just have to say that I'm ready for all consciences.. && don't ham ji in the end.. ask people help you settle.. If you wanna settle, you settle ONE on ONE with me..you not SUA!

IM READY ANYTIME!!

SHEELA (: 9:09 PM

.Sunday, April 6, 2008 ' ♥

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HoHo.. BACK from tuition so tired.. woke up at 7.30 today, dress up till 9.00 than went to toa payoh for tuition.. Reach about 9++ 10 lol.. I totally blank out dunno where to start from, got alot of chapters to go through lol..Did Algebra,map & scale(area) today.. It was easy but i need to buck up more.. sian ah.. Dont like exams!! :( After Tuition immidetely went home cos i got sun burn :( damm ugly.. hais.. hope it heal soon.. *snap* *snap* time haha.. I look abit darker than before T.T i wanna become white but not too white ltr like ghost.. haha (:

Got differents meh? when i tie my hair & never tie :x

BYEBYE!! (:

SHEELA (: 1:39 PM

.Saturday, April 5, 2008 ' ♥

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I STAYED AT HOME THE WHOLE DAY!! T.T
So guai luh.. haha wake up, eat, play computer than watch tv.. so sian..
life is so boring.. hais poor jia xing.. Dunne how is he inside.. still got 18 more days than court again.. I hope aft court he wont go in boys home again && be a good boy.. hai yo.. he really too naughty ler.. wish him luck ba.. (: lazy to blog ler.. Goodbye~

SHEELA (: 8:59 PM

.Friday, April 4, 2008 ' ♥

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BACK FROM CAMP!! FINALLY!! SUPER TIRED LUH.. haha
but i decide to blog first..after blogging im going to bath than have my long sleep..didnt slept well during camp.. okay.. first day of camp was boring..didnt do anything cos wasn't feeling well & jia xing went in to boys home for 3 weeks than have court again on the 22nd..hais..hope his ok in there.. Second day was fun!! morning we had "The great cow chase" it means hiking at bukit timah hill like amazing race like that.. wah..damm tired! we walk about 200++ stairs up the hill and plus more the steps are super high & if u are not careful & if you fall i think your head will break luh..lol hhaha walk & walk.. Me & Elmi was asked to take the lead..I stand infront and he stand behind..last man.. so followed the map and just walk lo.. The place damm lap sap luh..so muddy and so many groots on the ground hard to walk.. lol i fell down while walking.. damm pai seh luh.. lol..haha..many problems happen during the hike, people unwell,got complains & more..but whatever it is.. We manage to walk finish our hike.. grats to GROUP 11 ((: haha after our hike we had kayak & Rafting.. You got to try kayak..its damm fun! I was partnering Elmi.. haha "jing ku man" lol.. only my class people know what it means heez.. half way through kayaking..it started to rain..lol spoil the day sia.. so we hurriedly paddle back to shore.. The current is damm strong good thing me and Elmi got teamwork or else i think our kayak will just overturn.. lol.. haha.. HENG AH..Phew.. (: back to shore and hide under a shelter.. sad luh rafting was cancel due to the rain.. :( so we prepared our camp song under the shelter cos its raining & we got nothing to do.. so sang sang sang.. finally rain stopped.. than we got to start shifting the kayak and wash it clean before we can keep it.. 1 hour past.. The bus has arrived.. went back to camping site and had our dinner & there goes our campfire!! (:
Every class has to perform 1 item.. but our class didnt prepare..so instructor adrain say what we just follow lo.. haha damm pai seh can! :$ lol haha after the campfire.. everyone of us was really tired..bathe and went to sleep.. next morning woke up at 7am.. had our morning stretching & breakfast.. After breakfast is......AREA CLEANING time.. sian.. at that time i was having a bad flu.. so didnt get to clean the toilet and play with water.. only can watch my friends play with my instructor Imran.. haha Imran is a joker and a gay!! his undergarments is = to undergoverment!!!HIS ENGLISH IS VERY POWDER LUH.. HAHA! HE WAS SPOTTED BY ME.. ((: LOL.. haha.. okay luh i shall end here bah.. really very tired.. early goodnight readers!! ((: nitex!!

SHEELA (: 5:50 PM

.Tuesday, April 1, 2008 ' ♥

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Today went to Discovery centre after school.. haha a school outing.. (:

Was abit boring luh.. only enjoy the times when we took photo in the toilet heez..

but we took very little cos i look ugly in uniform..hahhaha! :p
Tmr is my camp ler.. shagg.. Will only be back on friday..Heard that the camp site is "dirty" dunnoe luh.. Hope everything will be fine for the 2 nights at there lo.. :(

&& Tmr is jiaxing court case ler.. Hope everything is fine for him too.. We are all worried for him..hais hope he wont go in boys home luh cos the percentage of going in for him is high.. ALL THE BEST CHEN PAPA!! Even if you go in..We will miss you de!! I think our class will be damm quiet lo..k luh end here.. got to sleep ler.. goodnite readers!! ((:

SHEELA (: 10:08 PM