Natural is the only beauty ♥

I love night life (:

ByeBye!(:

MinMin((: Cherrie((: Joey(: Nathalie(: Cyn((: Bevin(: Delphine(: YiFang(: Estee(: Eileen(: Suyi(: Sylvia(: Shiyun(:

.Saturday, May 31, 2008 ' ♥

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Today had training at golden mile lols.. The manager very funny luh, he look so firces luh.. Beginning i was abit scared, he was like so fit than like big size cos of his muscles.. lols! haha whatever luh.. I am happy cos i can meet baby awhile after my training~ ((: happy luh! miss him so so so so much.. hahahahhaa.. Went to look for him, lols! he was still sleeping... pig luh he.. but he was tired luh he had mua thai ytd night and he went out to slack till 3am++ lols.. Than when he wake up the time his whole body ache haha help him massage, hope he feel btr haha.. Accompany him & than went home.. lols Monday i will be starting work ler yea!!

((: EARN MONEY TIME!! I WANNA WORK HARD SAVE MONEY FOR ME & BABY'S FUTURE!! ((: LOVE YOU BABY!! MUACKS! <33

SHEELA (: 10:14 PM

.Friday, May 30, 2008 ' ♥

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Today had interview at golden mile lols i can start work anythime but i am not sure if i should work.. Tmr having training.. :( sian.. hope to meet baby tmr.. I really miss him badly.. T.T sian.. dont wan blog ler.. update picture.. :( I WANT BABY!!

BYE BYE!! I MISS BABY!! <3

SHEELA (: 8:13 PM

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Sian.. Ytd my memory card was stuck in my phone and when i took it out, ITS SPOILT!!! WTH!! T.T can die luh! My pictures, song, video all gone!! but good thing last time i got copy and paste me & baby's pic in my computer, for friends i only have the old ones.. sian.. T.T nvm im bringing my hp for service later..sian will miss my phone de.. i got to get my memory card ready before my phone is done.. :( sad luh.. whatever! forget it, no point thinking about it later more sad.. okay later will be going interview at golden mile.. some start hub thing, hope the pay is high.. (:
shall end here.. byes..

missing baby badly :(

SHEELA (: 9:23 AM

.Thursday, May 29, 2008 ' ♥

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Reply to Li Ying & Eileen's Quiz (:

1. When will the Sun not shine and when will the World end?
Answer: When i lose him <3

2. What you want the most now?
Answer: LEONARD CHIN ZHEN YU ♥♥♥

3. Do you believe in afterlife?
Answer: Why not?

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
Answer: Yea, sometimes..

5. When do you wish to die?
Answer: I dont wan to die.. :(

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Answer: Yupp of cos, i've seen before ((:

7. What impossible things u would wish to do?
Answer: Rob a bank lols! haha =]

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
Answer: Yes, With him in my life (:

9. Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to comit suicide?
Answer: No =/

10. What feeling do you love most?
Answer: Being love by my baby xD

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Answer: love, care, concern & understanding~ ((:

12. What feeling do you hate the most?
Answer: Being Hurt :(

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Answer: Yes of cos! (:

14. Is there anything you're looking forward to in the next few weeks?
Answer: Meet baby more often <3

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Answer: LEONARD CHIN ZHEN YU~ ♥♥♥

16. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
Answer: Leonard chin zhen yu! ((:

17. Do you find life meaningless?
Answer: With him around, NO ((:

18. Who do you love the most?
Answer: LEONARD CHIN ZHEN YU! ♥♥♥

19. What's your latest injury?
Answer: Nothing..

20. Is there a quote you live by?
Answer: Never let him go~ <3

21. Who's the last person you slapped?
Answer: Forgotten..

♥♥♥ I just have to say that i enjoyed myself with baby today.. ((:
We went to fairprice to shop & watched iron man..
heez baby, thanks for everything & thanks for sending me home!
I LOVE YOU ETERNITY & NEVER GONNA LET YOU GO EVER AGAIN~ =] MUACKS & HUGGIES..
SAD :( tmr cannot meet baby cos he got mua thai..

cannot see him sob sob.. but i will be missing him.. ((:
shall end here byebye~~

SHEELA (: 8:44 PM

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hais million of sorry to baby.. I didnt know i was pushing you.. sorry.. T.T i really love you alot and dont wanna lose you thats why.. hais baby sorry.. I dunno what to say accept to apologise to you.. hais.. I only can say i trust you.. i didnt doubt you i only jealous only.. hais im sorry.. I LOVE YOU!<3

SHEELA (: 9:59 AM

.Wednesday, May 28, 2008 ' ♥

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BACK HOME!!
Met baby (: happy happy! YEA~
I sound like i never see him for so long like that haha when i just met him ytd..haha its good to love, care & dote your boyfriend! No matter how BAD your boyfriend treats you, he still will love you alot de.. ((: baby u love me ma?? lols! haha nvm.. ya so met baby took 169 to interchange than took 161 home!! haha when we were in the bus, we played WWF~ lols! funny luh i only know i was jumping up here and there! hahahhahahha~ xD BABY I LOVE YOU!!! No matter what happens in future, i will always be there for you!! haha reach home rest awhile than had dinner at his place.. Love his mums cooking! YUMMY YUMMY~ ((: haha today baby only send me to bus stop cos he gg play basketball at boon keng.. So went home alone lo.. heex tmr baby will be bringing me home! yea!! haha okay shall end here busy talking to my girlfriends..

haha picture time~

lols haha conversation with minjing & yi fang! lols! haha byebye~

I LOVE MY BABY!! ((:

SHEELA (: 8:53 PM

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IM BORED!!
Waiting for the time to turn to 2pm
than i go bath than go find baby ler..
Very sian now~ T.T i wan go bang wall liao..

SHEELA (: 12:13 PM

.Tuesday, May 27, 2008 ' ♥

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Today went to have a hair cut at bendemeer mall haha cut my fringe & cut thinner my hair cos very thick lols! Was quite happy with my hair cut.. After my hair cut took a train to sengkang than took bus 80 to jia min's house hahha she was sleeping like one pig at that time~ lols PIG!

hahaha! anyways sorry to wake you up.. (: so we chat & work on my friendster & blog skin cos i wanted to change them to me and baby de.. haha ((: My friendster de is done already! YEA! xD

& i upload it ler..

heex after we finish everything we went to RP.. For me is i go meet baby than for jia min she got java so together go school lo.. heez...

Ate lunch at their school foodcourt haha nicey! yummy yummy~ ((:

After eating, cabbed down to baby's house cos it was pouring.. lazy take bus.. heez..

So reached baby house rest awhile & baby is fast a sleep.. he that pig! lols so i told him before i leave gave him a kiss and told his mum to wake him up at 7 cos he wanna watch the channel 8 show (last episode) lols!

so when i was in the bus there is this crazy person, he change sit and sit next to me lols! wtf luh he was asking me something with those pian tai look lols! i cannot take it & i took out my ear pieces and say "what!" i couldn't hear what was he mumbling than i keep huh and all than i finally could hear what he said, he said "what school you from" than i say " is there a need to tell you?? lols! " he nth to say.. so before i alight for safety reason i ask a uncle in front of me for help cause i felt very uncomfortable! ~.~ so the uncle ask him to move aside and than i alight the bus! phew! ((: thanks to the uncle~ wee..

So got home & tell my mum, lols she like don't care like that but nvm luh my family to me is nothing!

They show me no care no love they only know how to scold me..

To me LEONARD is my everything! He is always the no.1 in my heart & no one can replace his position! (: I WILL LOVE HIM TILL MY LAST BREATHE!!

I LOVE YOU BABY! ((:

SHEELA (: 9:39 PM

.Monday, May 26, 2008 ' ♥

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Which Girl Doesn't like/love/want Their Boyfriend, To Be Sweet To Them?? Pondering~

Today went over to baby's house to meet min jing, slack awhile than went to Tampines mall to shop around for min jing's glass bottle while waiting for yi fang.. Met yi fang at interchange than took 291 home.. sian abit bored cos 3 of us were all sad.. why do girls always lose out?? i see them sad i tgt sad.. hais they are my girlfriends & when i need them they were there for me, now when they need me i am there for them.. hais see them like this i also dunno how to console them.. Reached home cooked maggi for them.. After our meals, yi fang went to sleep than me & min jing was working on her video.. So tired ~.~

FINALLY YI FANG WOKE UP haha by that time i was making my ham sandwich.. hungry hungry~ Gave min jing 1 pieces cos she wasn't that hungry than ate 2 piece & yi fang was not hungry~ so left 1 piece just leave it on the table lo.. lols after that we went to my house downstairs to play swing than sent yi fang to interchange & sent min jing to bus stop.. SUPER TIRED COS NEED TO WALK ALOT & THE WEATHER ALSO VERY HOT!!! AGRR!! Went home & rest~

YI FANG & MIN JING!! DON'T SAD LER.. COME ON I USED TO BE WEAK TOO BUT EVERY SETBACK MAKES ME STRONGER!! THINK THAT WAY OK! JIA YOU! I WILL BE THERE FOR YOU GUYS, JUST CALL ME IF YOU NEED ME.. YOU ALL ALSO HELP ME ALOT WHEN I REALLY FEEL SUPER PAIN & HURT!! IF YOU DARE TO LOVE HIM THAN DARE TO BEAR THE CONSEQUENCES! JIA YOU!! <33

I AM HAPPY ENOUGH TO GET YOU BACK~ SWEET OR NO SWEET DOESN'T MATTER ANYMORE.AS LONG AS YOU STILL LOVE ME CAN LER.. TIME WILL HEAL EVERYTHING.. I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU IN PAIN COS WHENEVER YOU ARE IN PAIN IM ALSO IN PAIN.. LETS WORK HARD FOR OUR FUTURE & DON'T THINK OF ALL THE SAD MEMORIES COS IT ONLY BRING PAIN.. I JUST WAN YOU TO BE HAPPY.. I LOVE YOU & I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!! I PROMISE & THIS PROMISE WILL NEVER EVER BE BROKEN!! <33

When i wake up in the morning;
The only thing i see is loneliness
Making me wish you were here with me,
I MISS YOU~

SHEELA (: 8:27 PM

.Saturday, May 24, 2008 ' ♥

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Today had a wonderful day with baby~ ((:
haha today we went to sakae at seng kang for early lunch, we have to queue up cos got alot of people but while queueing up we took some photos haha lols ok got to our seats & we ate alot luh baby is a pig! ordered so much & didn't manage to finish!! waste money~ Total for the both of us was $46.60 Expensive luh! lols after we ate we went to the bus interchange to look for 89 but the bus doesn't exist at there lols baby was abit pek chek due to the weather, nvm understandable (: so we just took a cab down to downtown.. haha when we reached, baby was still abit moody so tried to cheer him up.. The first thing we went to was the haunted house cos got air con haha lols it was quite creepy luh i just held baby's hand tightly hhaha baby was scared too! lols after sometime we manage to get out of the house so misty luh.. cannot see properly.. lols after haunted house we hop on to the viking haha i was really afraid luh my heart like was almost dropping hhaaha i just held on tightly to baby arms and close my eyes.. haha we played rainbow, roller coaster many more & go kart..Baby drive me for a spin super fast lo, i was almost flying out of the car haha but baby really have driving skills not bad.. (: haha lastly baby won for me a fish haha happy happy! but the fish looks very funny! haha nvm luh i still like it alot! After everything went to baby's house to rest.. Than at about 6 plus he send me to the bus stop & went to meet his brothers to watch movie..
haha thanks darling for the wonderful day! ((:

I LOVE YOU BABY!<3

haha didn't take pictures at escape cos very hot & tired haha ((: shall end here~ byebye!!

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND & I WILL LOVE HIM ALWAYS~

SHEELA (: 8:23 PM

.Friday, May 23, 2008 ' ♥

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haha! Today had a wonderful day with baby.. He is so sweet.. When i was going home the time he piggy bag me from his house lift till the MRT haha & got alot of people so pai seh luh but nvm luh its sweet.. People want also dont have.. haha! ((: We took some photo when we were in the train & he waited with me for my 23.. Hhahah guess what! when my bus went.. he ran along at the side of the lane with my bus.. I feel so lucky to have him back & i will defenetly treasure him even more.. I LOVE LEONARD!! <33

To Bbaby:

Baby! you this si peh peh..Te bah so many haha...I will always love you even if the sky drop!
I will trust you 101% but you also cannot naughty naughty k i will sad de & dont worry i wont naughty de cos im too busy missing and loving you! ((: I LOVE YOU! You know how important you are to me?? you dunno right? haha you are my everything! Whatever i do it all reminds me of you~ heex.. I wont wanna leave or uspet you anymore!! All the pain that i have gone thru during the 27 days its all worth it! I will stay faithful to you & you also must stay faithful to me or else i will die de.. :( baby lets work hard for our future k, even if no money also nvm.. HAPPY can ler.. but im sure we can do it! You will be my LAST LOVE! <3>

haha baby & me look so funny~

I LOVE YOU BABY!! (:

*MUACKS*

SHEELA (: 9:45 PM