Natural is the only beauty ♥

I love night life (:

ByeBye!(:

MinMin((: Cherrie((: Joey(: Nathalie(: Cyn((: Bevin(: Delphine(: YiFang(: Estee(: Eileen(: Suyi(: Sylvia(: Shiyun(:

.Thursday, July 31, 2008 ' ♥

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Finally! Got the time to blog.. Many things happen recently butbutbut its finally over.. (: hehe.. I'm loving baby more & more now.. I dunno why but i feel that im really so mad about him. hehe! I LOVE YOU MY LEONARD CHIN ZHRN YU!! Today in school so funny luh haha shall not mention it.. After school slacked with joey & gwenda under a block, waited till 3pm than went to fetch baby haha bought snack from his school snack shop hehe yummy~ Took cab to baby's place rest awhile than went home.. shall end here ba.. tired ler.. goodnite!!

I LOVE YOU BABY!!!

SHEELA (: 10:14 PM

.Monday, July 28, 2008 ' ♥

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I bought baby a flower today hahahaha!! (:
Girl like receiving flower,
boys like receiving them too!! hehe
I LOVE YOU BABY!! MUACKS! XD

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND!! <3

SHEELA (: 9:27 PM

.Sunday, July 27, 2008 ' ♥

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I'M BACK! HAHA! I REALLY ENJOYED MYSELF SUPER LOTS!
THANKS BABY!! (: I LOVING YOU SUPER LOTS! xD
shall upload pictures for today

im tired & not feeling well..
enjoy the picture & give some comments if you wan (:

Goodbye~

baby love me wearing his nerdy specs
he say i look sexy with it.. lols! crazy baby OMG! baby didnt wear his tee lols :/haha
kara-oking

I LOVE YOU DARLING!! MUACKS! (:

SHEELA (: 8:20 PM

.Friday, July 25, 2008 ' ♥

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HOHO!! I lazy post.. haha upload picture can ler.. (: hehes My pictures are with no make ups and edited by photobucket but never edit features only designing xD haha..

I FEEL BLESSED (:

SHEELA (: 9:03 PM

.Thursday, July 24, 2008 ' ♥

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Today during english lesson watched a movie that was countied from ytd...Super nice & sad in the end.. Is about this small little boy trying to help people and those people he helped will keep helping other people & it contines, he died in the end cos his friend was bullied & because he help his friend he was stab by a knife from the people who bullied his friend.. So sad luh.. :( after movie was home econs we made sponge cake! Its so easy to make & its really delicious! (:Left 2 piece for baby and he grade me A haha dunnoe real or he making me happy only hhaha! Fetch baby from school today than took 161 to his house & rest than took 27 to tampines mall to look for bag but cant find any nice ones so treat my sister to takopachi than went home.. alrights shall end here for the day! picture time (: the crazy me & baby! haha, I LOVE BABY!! xD

I WANT LEONARD!! (:

SHEELA (: 8:28 PM

.Wednesday, July 23, 2008 ' ♥

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Hello everybody!! haha Today school was as per normal, haha after school shiyun, joey & i went to eat long john.. (: I ate clam soup!! wuhoo~ super shiok! You should try it man, its really very nicey~ haha but baby wasnt with me or i sure feed him eat de.. hees xD AFTER EATING - had talent quest, semi finals haha &&&&& guess what I GOT IN TO FINALS!! (: YEA!! Gonna work hard to get 2008 bendemeer idol~ haha i wanna make baby proud but im not sure if i can a not, TRY LOR! I will work doubly hard!! wuhoo~ (: super high today! happy happy happy all the way~ After my talent quest, went for a hair cut at venus & i cut my fringe short short de.. Baby say that i look nicer with short fringe hehe :p thanks baby! I LOVE YOU!! <3>Headed to baby house after that, see him awhile than i accompanied baby to take train.. I alighted at boon keng & baby continue his trip to clakequay to celebrate xiang's birthday haha he must be enjoying himself now eating good food anyways HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIANG! MAY YOUR WISHES COME TRUE~ (: Okay shall end here! shall upload pictures for the day!

LEONARD'S (:

SHEELA (: 8:44 PM

.Tuesday, July 22, 2008 ' ♥

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HAPPY 2ND MONTH ANNIVERSARY DARLING!!! (:
LOVE YOU LOTS!! <3

hehe! today went to collect my pay at golden mile..wahaha money money in my pocket!! A big THANK YOU to nathalie & sam for accompanying me to wait for my big boss for 1 hour 10 mins!!! haha we waited till so shagg.. Actually joey, shi yun & gwenda was with us de BUT they left first cos they got things on..haha nvm luh.. After collecting took a cab down to bugis to find my bag.. But sadly the bag that i want all no more lo even other brunches.. sian nvm luh.. haha after that took cab again! HAHA cab to baby house.. Met him awhile than CAB home again.. lols! haha too much money to cab here and there.. lols..Now i think about the cab fares.. I feel that a abit waste money.. lols.. nevermind.. Once a while.. haha Yea tomorrow is my last paper.. haha but seriously speaking i didnt even study.. I did so badly for my paper.. nvm end of year paper i sure chiong for study de! get super super good grades show baby.. hahhahha (:

Baby i just wanna say I love you!! (:

SHEELA (: 6:43 PM

.Monday, July 21, 2008 ' ♥

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MOOD: UPSET! :(

I feel that i shouldn't treat friends so nice after all.. I get nothing but rubbish!! forget it ba.. Friends whom i treat nice are friends who are harming me at the back.. what is this man? super fed up.. :/ ARGHH!! NEVERMIND!!!!! Not talking about the 5 girlfriends i have.. They are fine.. Normal..Maybe some only say say im their gf but when comes to trouble all run.. lols!! whatever luh!!

Today FLUNK my maths paper! 100% sure fail, Everything was like ??? in my head.. My whole class dunnoe how to do.. sian.. sure get nagging from my mum liao.. noob shit! Today really damm fed up lo.. walao!! arghh!! dont wanna blog liao byebye!

JUST LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM..

baby sorry for being so useless

SHEELA (: 9:45 AM

.Sunday, July 20, 2008 ' ♥

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MOOD: HAPPY (:

sian sia.. dam lazy to post.. everyday is the same meet baby~ haha enjoy meeting him EVERYDAY!!! (: hees HAPPY HAPPY!!
MY BLOG IS ROTTING!!! WHATEVER LUH! REALLY VERY LAZY! HAHA

Let me sing a song~
I am so happy everyday
beacause im healthy & strong,
Playing, jumping here i go,
scott emosion helps me GROW~~
HAHA!

Picture time! (:

I LOVE LEONARD BABY BOY!!

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1.The person who last tag you is: Evelyn

2.Your relationship with him/her is : Friends (:

3.Your five impression of him/her: Cute, Caring, Responsible, Kind, Friendly (:

4.The most memorable thing he/she had done for you: haha she not very close to me but she's really a nice girl (:

5.The most memorable thing he/she had said to you: haha i dont know.. :P

6.If he/she become your lover, you will: CRAZY! IM NOT A LESBIAN!! I like her as a friend! (:

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be: Stupid question!! >.<"

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will: WILL NEVER EVER HAPPEN (:

9.If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be: Wont be enermy so no reason.. (:

10.The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is: haha! i dunnoe lei.. :p

11. Your overall impression of him/her is: FUNNY & HYPER!! (:

12.How you think people around you will feel about you?: Dunnoe.. crazy? maybe.. haha

13.The characters you love of yourself are: loving my bf alot! (:

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are: Getting jealous easily..hhaha (:

15.The most ideal person you want to be is: Idk :p

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
I LOVE YOU GUYS!! (:

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you: ANYONE~ (:

SHEELA (: 7:18 PM

.Friday, July 18, 2008 ' ♥

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MOOD: HAPPY (:

HoHoHo! (:
Back home.. haha today had singing competition, held at catholic junior collage.. Primary, Secondary & JC damm funny luh.. Got one primary 4 small boy who looks like primary 1 sang ya zhi.. damm cute luh..very funny.. haha for my category have 4 boys & im the only girl! What the hell... lols! Hard to win lo.. omg! but whatever luh haha i will do my best on that FINAL day which is held on 2nd august (: heehee! After singing.. me, ms lim & eve took cab to plaza singapura than i took train to baby house than ate dinner & than went home hhaha missing baby so much now hope to see him tmr! (:

PLEASE VISIT & SUPPORT JOEY & SHI YUN'S SHOPPING BLOG @ http://masktard.blogspot.com/<--- click on it & enjoy with no regrets! (:

SHEELA (: 9:21 PM

.Wednesday, July 16, 2008 ' ♥

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LAZY TO POST! LOLS! UPLOAD PICTURE WILL DO.. HAHA (:

SHEELA (: 9:53 PM

.Tuesday, July 15, 2008 ' ♥

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MOOD: BORED! :/

Reply Tags (:
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haha: lols hi.. who are you?

Today had english paper... it was alright.. lols.. today mood wasnt that good, had a tiff with joey.. lols.. small things luh but we ok ler, i guess.. Hope so bah.. (: Thanks NATHALIE NG JING YI for being there for me.. haha.. (: After school went to school to fetch baby.. haha happy happy.. i see him i full liao dont need eat for 1 week.. haha lols! kidding luh.. I'm gonna buy a diary tmr! write down all my feeling.. haha than hide hide dont let baby see it.. hehe.. ok luh, sian of blogging liao.. i go talk to my darling liao~ bye people!

LEONARD CHIN ZHEN YU
IS MY BOYFRIEND!! <3

SHEELA (: 8:27 PM

.Monday, July 14, 2008 ' ♥

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MOOD: HAPPY! xD

Today had photo taking haha 1 formal & 2 fun shots (: haha super funny luh our pattern..Very excited to get our class photos! gonna buy all 3 of them! hahahha!
Today our English teacher never come! haha yea!! && when the teacher nvr comes its time for us to play!! hahaha.. The relieve teacher very guai lan luh.. keep shout & shout & shout.. stupid! NOW A DAYS BENDEMEER NEW TEACHER, ALL SUCKS LUH! ALL SO ACT DE~ ARGHH.. I still think that our old teachers are the BEST! ((: haha.. whatever luh! After school went to fetch baby from his school.. haha i love him more than anyone! yipee~ so happy to see him.. He didnt go muay thai just to meet me.. so sweet! (:
THANKS DARLING~ LOVE YOU MANY MANY!!

HAHAHA! I HAVE A PIECE OF GOOD NEWS!! I MADE IT FOR THE SEMI FINAL FOR TALENT QUEST! YAH! CANT BELIEVE IT LUH! HAHAHA! SUPER HAPPY TODAY.. WEE~ WITH BABY AROUND SUPPORTING ME, I BELIEVE I CAN MAKE IT DE! (:

# DARE TO LOVE #

Copied from baby <3

SHEELA (: 7:11 PM

.Sunday, July 13, 2008 ' ♥

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MOOD: sad :( i miss baby~

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO
YUAN LING! (: With Much Love~

Just came back from fair price.. bought sweets, fish & vegetable..lols today damm sian luh whole day stay at home.. Gonna rot very soon.. i miss baby alot man.. wont be able to see him tmr cos he have muay thai.. Only can meet him on tuesday lo no choice..Miss him badly.. :( ok luh i go watch tv ler.. byebye~

I'M MISSING YOU BADLY.. T.T

I always want you to have the best~

SHEELA (: 6:19 PM

.Saturday, July 12, 2008 ' ♥

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Reply tags (:
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Joey: haha i love you too..
enjoy the video~ ((:
hees...

MOOD: Disappointed, pissed! :/

Back home! I am super disappointed.. was actually very excited cos im buying from SOMEONE a bilabong bag & will be getting it on Monday & she agreed in selling it to me cos she have one already, than now she tells me that her mum is giving the bag to her cousin..WTH LUH! super disappointed & angry can.. its like.. why u never tell your mum im buying it from you.. she said sorry ler.. but sorry is not i wan.. Sometimes you have to be responsible with what you say & promise.. hais.. if someone does this to her.. i think she sure will angry also.. but nvm luh whatever, i shall just buy it myself from bilabong than! since she is only selling me $10 cheaper.. Original price is $60 its not about money, its about the promise that you have made..Utterly disappointed! :(
ANYWAYS!
thanks baby for sending me home~
love you to the max!! <33

SHEELA (: 10:02 PM

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hais sometime i really wonder if he still love me alot, i feel that I'm always the last in his heart but when i ask him, he will say I'm the first.. I really envy, when he call his brothers "baby" && when he never call me that.. I really miss those days when he call me baby or darling or what so ever.. At least i know i have a status to him, but now i don't even know where i stand in him.. I really need him & don't wanna lose him.. Sometimes i really don't dare to ask him anything because I'm afraid that after i say or tell him anything he will feel like breaking up.. Im really afraid to lose him again.. I'm really really very scared.. I just wan him to be by my side all the time..The last time he told me I LOVE YOU & called me BABY is when 29 of may when he just woke up from his sleep.. When i receive the msg.. I was super happy till i almost burst out in tears.. I thought everything is back to normal like the past.. but unfortunately everything turn back as per normal not like the past anymore.. I really hope one day he can say he love me or call me baby.. Although his msn nick used to have my name.. but now nothing about me in his msn nick only write about him & his friends but i really got nothing to say.. I ask him before why never put my name.. He said.. "its in my heart" even if its in his heart.. You can still write it out de ma.. hais never mind luh.. its okay.. i can understand.. I just wanna stay by his side, take care of him when he is sick & love him as much as i can.. there is a phase saying " bei ai shi xing fu de" i would rather he be the one who is xin fu.. I just wan him to have the best & give my best all to him.. I really love him alot & don't wanna lose him anymore.. He is my one & only who can give me the happiness that i wan, although sometimes his word might be hurting but its all worth it.. i don't mind him scolding me shut up or saying i very noisy or irritating cos deep inside me he is the one, no matter how hurting i will still feel happy..No matter what happen in the future, I will love him till the end! hearts~ <3

SHEELA (: 11:31 AM

.Friday, July 11, 2008 ' ♥

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Reply tags (:
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wenwen: haha okay will link you up soon (:
Min: nope, cant having exam on Monday :(
meet up after my exam okay? (:
Jan: ya haha he is fine ler.. phew~ (:
LEONARD_BABY: hahaha! you fly give me see lo!
smack u ah.. you sick i worry alot alot for you de ok!
not like you, never worry for me when i sick de.. humph! :p

*-2nd part of Wednesday-*
MOOD: fucked up!

Rawr! had talent quest audition!! everything got so messy, my CD cant be played & no choice i got to sing other song! && im not confident in that song.. when i was singing, the first part i just anyhow anyhow tikam.. than chorus was ok.. hais..
everything was so bad!! :( dont think i can make it to finals.. shagg

*-Thursday-*
MOOD: ANGRY! RAWR!!

lesson was as per normal, than suddenly joey told me something.. she told me that she saw SOME ONE'S blog writing, about she likes leonard when she was in primary school & all now she is soO called leonard's god sister i think, cos she always calls him "BROTHER" lol.. when i heard it i was really very angry but whatever luh.. leonard is mine now.. && i trust leonard too.. so i shall not entertain & waste my anger on her.. shall not GOSSIP about her.. hahaha she does that in her blog but i don't! (:

*-Today-*
MOOD: HAPPY (:

haha im at baby's house now, doing my posting.. finally got time to post ler haha baby is gaming now so i took this time to post lorr.. haha okay today was damm funny luh! Joey, Gwenda & I didnt go for home-econs lesson haha we slack at the toilet & i took video of them play some childish game.. haha and when they act cute they can really make my jaws drop.. haha super funny.. i shall post the video's later.. haha gwenda is a super duper funny girl luh, her reaction are so big luh hahaha u guys see it urself in the video later..cant stand it! xD When we were half way slacking, nathalie msg me saying that " joan ng knows that u all not here faster come back.. " lols than the next msg from her was " joan ng ask fazirah to call mr zulri ler.. " hahahah than we ran back to class.. haha joan ng ask us where were we for the 1 & a half period, we said that gwenda had stomach ache and all haha.. after hearing all her craps.. we went back to our sits and watch the video & giggled.. haha than that joan ng keep picking on us lo.. as if only we not paying attention..The others are also not lo idiot! haha nvm luh she old ler.. i dont wanna ji jiao with her too.. (: Im a "good girl"... LOLS! ok luh gotta pei my MR. CHIN ler.. he just ended his game... we gonna watch tong xing yuan together soon.. hees Anyways i have linked up wenwen, jeannette & swee ying already so feel free to view there blog.. ( friendly people) xD
haha enjoy the video (:

Their my cute little Girlfriends
I love them! hearts hearts!
BUTBUTBUT
Not forgetting my baby boy~

LEONARD CHIN ZHEN YU! (:

SHEELA (: 4:35 PM

.Wednesday, July 9, 2008 ' ♥

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Reply tags (:
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Jan: okay lorr.. just that leonard is sck & im worried..
what about you? (:

Hais.. In school now, having cpa lesson..
Baby is still sick & he is sick for 1 week ler..
sad :( today, which is later, he will be taking his blood test.. :(
sound so serious luh.. hais worrying plus more later after school,
i have talent quest re-audition..
hais dont feel like going luh..
baby is more important,
i see hows baby result first, if very serious
i think i will rush down.. :(
shall end here, gotta do my cpa work ler..
bye bye! :(

Baby is loved by me!

SHEELA (: 8:26 AM

.Monday, July 7, 2008 ' ♥

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Reply tags (:
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Min: HOPE SO!! He is still sick luh.. :(
sad.. you also takecare ah.. loves~
Min Jing: haha! lols! BIG ENOUGH? (:
Jeannette: okay sure,
i will link you up when im free k see ya! (:
Li Ying: haha.. hello! see ya tomorrow! xD

WOOTS! Just finish eating my supper...Ordered mac (:How i wish i can share with baby.. He is still sick luh.. hais sad sad! worrying! :( Today watch so many ghost show at baby house.. watch till sleep haha.. :p lols.. was bored cos baby was sleeping at the sofa.. i miss baby luh.. sad.. tmr i sure chiong go his house find him de..dunno when his fever will officially go off.. hais.. miss him.. :(

See him so xin ku i heart pain.. T.T alrights end here.. goodnight!

I MISS BABY!! :(

SHEELA (: 10:53 PM

.Sunday, July 6, 2008 ' ♥

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MOOD: SAD :(

I'm missing baby alot now.. :( hais cant meet him today.. mummy dont allow me go out cos i have been going to baby's place everday to take care of him till quite late.. aww.. dunno how is he, he is having his rest now cos he just ate his medicine..miss him lots!!

hais just now when i was watching TV
I suddenly feel sad,
cos im afraid that i will lose him,
i learn how to treasure & love you ,
now im afraid of losing you..
nvm i believe our love will last! <3
I Love You!!!
Leonard Chin Zhen Yu~

LOVE THIS SONG! (:

这时候最能让我想起你
多希望你在这里
你总是愿意把你的手心借给我握紧
该往哪里我总是依赖着你
你是我的方向感我可以确定你会带着
我朝对的方向前进

i'm thinking of you
我有你真好
你能让烦恼变得渺小
我遇见一个最懂我的人
我会提醒自己把这份爱收好

i'm thinking of you
我有你真好只要牵着你的手就知道
我不是一个人在这世界停靠
因为我拥有你在我心里

i'm thinking of you
有你真好

thinking of you
因为有你
我看见世界的美丽

i'm thinking of you
我有你真好
只要牵着你的手就知道(我就知道)
我早已经没有任何缺少
因为我拥有你在我心里

I MISS BABY!! :(

SHEELA (: 3:16 PM

.Saturday, July 5, 2008 ' ♥

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MOOD: SAD :(

Baby is still sick.. hais.. sad sad :(
i want baby to recover.. hais..
today went over to baby's house took care of him..
Had dinner at his house downstairs with his parent's, his auntie & uncle & min jing..Ate black pepper crab & some other dishes.. forget liao haha..
lols but not bad luh their food is quite delicious haha after eating baby send to me to the bus stop & went home.. ((: okay shall end here.. byebye!!

STAY STRONG BABY!! (:

SHEELA (: 9:47 PM

.Friday, July 4, 2008 ' ♥

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MOOD: SAD :( [cos baby is sick]

BABY IS SICK!!
Hai yo.. He got fever & cough luh.. ytd his temp was 38.8 than today shoot up to 39.2.. wth worry for him like hell, good thing ytd & today i was by his side all the while..haha! but baby got fever like nth like that still so energetic still can joke around with me.. lols! BABY IS CRAZY!! haha lols.. i miss him man.. :( but tomorrow will be meeting him.. yipee.. with me around all his sickness sure run away de haha! :p Today i got half of my pay ler.. $190 haha!! yea!! ((: SHOP SHOP SHOP!!
ok luh gonna accompany baby now.. byebye!!

I WAN BABY RECOVER SOON!! (:

SHEELA (: 10:35 PM

.Wednesday, July 2, 2008 ' ♥

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Random post..

MOOD: BORED! :(

Super bored, baby's gaming when he is not well.. lols i wan smack him liao..

BABY REST MORE!!!! hai yo! lols.. Just now before dinner my tongue sunddenly bleed.. lols scare me cos i thought my tongue wanna spilt open & its in the middle of my tongue.. thinking too much.. lols hahah i tend to think too much at times.. crazy me.. haha.. wuhoo~ gonna do mask later.. DISCO DISCO WOO WOO~ hahaha! ok luh i go bathe ler.. byebye!!

I LOVE MR. CHIN!!

SHEELA (: 8:22 PM

.Tuesday, July 1, 2008 ' ♥

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*-Monday-*
MOOD: HAPPY! ((:

Went to plaza singapura with my girlfriend shi yun (:
hees happy happy..We went for shopping & bought same things.. hahaha! xD
We bought Rubber band from the shop called HELEN & bought a COTTON ON white long sleeve tee.. hees first time shopping with her after so many years! (:
We ate fish & chip dunno where, haha forget whats the shop name but the shop is damm cool.. haha is actually a shop which sell paper craft and right at the back of the shop got sell western food haha.. yummy! xD after eating went back to boon keng to take bus home.. wee.. ((:

*- TODAY-*
MOOD: SUPER HAPPY!! ((:

Met baby today!!!! wuhoo~ hahahahahh!
Fetch him from his school.. hees than cabbed home, accompanied him awhile than went home ler.. butbutbut tomorrow i will be meeting baby again.. yea! miss him lo even when i just saw him few hours ago.. I miss his hug & his everything! <3 Super in love with you!! baby rocks my life! (:

LEONARD WILL NEVER BE REPLACED IN MY HEART!!HE IS MY ONE & ONLY LOVE~

SHEELA (: 8:56 PM