Meaning Of Roses ♥
1 Stalk - Love at 1st sight
2 Stalks - Mutual Feelings
3 Stalks - I Love You
7 Stalks - I am Infatuated by You
9 Stalks - Together as Long as We Live
10 Stalks - You are Perfect
11 Stalks - You are My Treasured one
12 Stalks - Be My Steady
13 Stalks - Friends Forever
15 Stalks - I am Sorry
20 Stalks - I am Sincere Towards You
21 Stalks - I am Committed to You
36 Stalks - I Will Remember Our Romantic Moments
40 Stalks - My Love is Genuine
99 Stalks - I Will Love You Till the Day I Die
100Stalks - I am Totally Devoted to You
101Stalks - You are My One and Only
999Stalks - My Love Will Last Till the End of Time
------------------------------------------- Precious Gems (:
LEONARD (:
Alicia :D
Joey
Shiyun
Gwenda
Nathalie
Dayuan
Yuanlin
Joel
The names are not in order cos i love them equally! :D

- I just wanna be happy :D
- Dont drift from my girlfriends & friends (:

MinMin((: Cherrie((: Joey(: Nathalie(: Cyn((: Bevin(: Delphine(: YiFang(: Estee(: Eileen(: Suyi(: Sylvia(: Shiyun(:

Good Morning! I just woke up T.T hais i suddenly woke up and feel like seeing him.. I really dunno whats wrong with me.. I cant even control myself hais.. Is this called missing someone badly?? I think so too.. Sometimes i really dunno what i doing & it makes him feel irritated.. hais.. he should know how i feel..
I know i have treated him like that before but im not like this anymore.. Its the old sheela.. The sheela now only knows that Leonard is her everything.. hais.. even if its risky.. she still will take the risk although she knows that Leonard said that its over & he dont love her anymore.. But she believes in herself that she can do it & she have already made her choice for waiting for him & it will not change no matter how long or how painful..
Ytd night, i suddenly feel like reading through all the msges he send since we broke up.. I read & read.. I dont understand 1 thing.. why he can treat me good & treat me really bad at times.. Hais i really feel quite happy when i saw his past msges.. he still got concern about me & he even misses me!!! But for now no more concern, its just nothing.. His replies were like ok, ya, lol, dunno, see first hais.. I really dunno what is he thinking..I send him some msges he send me last time.. he say dont make him really ignore him & he say he felt irritated..hais i don't get it why he felt irritated??
I remembered before we patch.. He was so sweet to me.. He keep telling me that he only suits me best and his the only one who can make me happy & all.. At that time i feel so sweet & very happy.. (: So since we patch i decided to give him my best but i feel so bad cos i dun wanna lie to him abt my past & i told him the truth but he cant accept.. He cant afford to get hurt by me again...
Hais since we patch my heart is with him ler.. & its not half of my heart is the whole thing.. hais.. I just couldn't get it out, because since we patched i have already decided to stay by him ler.. hais i really dunno how to go on without him.. :( hais he still don't believe that i change ler ba but time will prove everything to him.. He just cant accept me now ba but i will wait no matter how long de! I am proud that i can wait for him even when there is so much pain.. Hais i really miss him alot now.. T.T I'm dying but nvm..I'm gonna fight for him!!