Meaning Of Roses ♥
1 Stalk - Love at 1st sight
2 Stalks - Mutual Feelings
3 Stalks - I Love You
7 Stalks - I am Infatuated by You
9 Stalks - Together as Long as We Live
10 Stalks - You are Perfect
11 Stalks - You are My Treasured one
12 Stalks - Be My Steady
13 Stalks - Friends Forever
15 Stalks - I am Sorry
20 Stalks - I am Sincere Towards You
21 Stalks - I am Committed to You
36 Stalks - I Will Remember Our Romantic Moments
40 Stalks - My Love is Genuine
99 Stalks - I Will Love You Till the Day I Die
100Stalks - I am Totally Devoted to You
101Stalks - You are My One and Only
999Stalks - My Love Will Last Till the End of Time
------------------------------------------- Precious Gems (:
LEONARD (:
Alicia :D
Joey
Shiyun
Gwenda
Nathalie
Dayuan
Yuanlin
Joel
The names are not in order cos i love them equally! :D

- I just wanna be happy :D
- Dont drift from my girlfriends & friends (:

MinMin((: Cherrie((: Joey(: Nathalie(: Cyn((: Bevin(: Delphine(: YiFang(: Estee(: Eileen(: Suyi(: Sylvia(: Shiyun(:

hais sometime i really wonder if he still love me alot, i feel that I'm always the last in his heart but when i ask him, he will say I'm the first.. I really envy, when he call his brothers "baby" && when he never call me that.. I really miss those days when he call me baby or darling or what so ever.. At least i know i have a status to him, but now i don't even know where i stand in him.. I really need him & don't wanna lose him.. Sometimes i really don't dare to ask him anything because I'm afraid that after i say or tell him anything he will feel like breaking up.. Im really afraid to lose him again.. I'm really really very scared.. I just wan him to be by my side all the time..The last time he told me I LOVE YOU & called me BABY is when 29 of may when he just woke up from his sleep.. When i receive the msg.. I was super happy till i almost burst out in tears.. I thought everything is back to normal like the past.. but unfortunately everything turn back as per normal not like the past anymore.. I really hope one day he can say he love me or call me baby.. Although his msn nick used to have my name.. but now nothing about me in his msn nick only write about him & his friends but i really got nothing to say.. I ask him before why never put my name.. He said.. "its in my heart" even if its in his heart.. You can still write it out de ma.. hais never mind luh.. its okay.. i can understand.. I just wanna stay by his side, take care of him when he is sick & love him as much as i can.. there is a phase saying " bei ai shi xing fu de" i would rather he be the one who is xin fu.. I just wan him to have the best & give my best all to him.. I really love him alot & don't wanna lose him anymore.. He is my one & only who can give me the happiness that i wan, although sometimes his word might be hurting but its all worth it.. i don't mind him scolding me shut up or saying i very noisy or irritating cos deep inside me he is the one, no matter how hurting i will still feel happy..No matter what happen in the future, I will love him till the end! hearts~ <3