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.Saturday, May 23, 2009 '
♥
Rhythm Of
Life
Second day
I need you
Today meet up with nathalie at bk mrt
than walked to mcnair to play with pumpkin
cos i really miss him :(
I was praying really hard hoping that he was still sleeping
but he was actually sitting at the sofa.
My tears was about to come out and i told myself i have to control
because i wanna act in front of him that i don't love him anymore
and i have already given up when i still do love him alot :(
its really very hard.
whole day i have been listening to a song called
wo hai neng ai shei :(
sigh. after playing with pumpkin took bus to bugis
to look for job with nathalie. walked around
and saw many paper saying
full time & 18 and above. lol our face totally shagggggg
was kind of lazy to look and headed to iluma
and he was at there with dayuan & yuanlin.
saw him my heart started to ache.
sigh went to play my favorite arcade game
some kind of street fighter game
than was playing half way suddenly a challenger came
and it was him :(
cos i peeped from the side
make me remember the happy times when we play in the past
we laugh together and whenever you win other people
i will give you a kiss on your cheek :(
sigh after playing me & nathalie went to the arcade smoking
area to have some fresh air
while dayuan they all went to eat nearby.
I didn't wanna go its because i feel that he will feel irritated
he look so no mood and i think its because i was there
sigh sorry didnt mean to spoil your mood.
After they eat meet up with dayuan they all
because nathalie got to go so yuanlin acc me
thanks girl.
soon desmond, chewyen,ian & ruijia
join us because they went to watch a show just now
than suddenly i feel very sad
everyone is like couple.
Dayuan&Yuanlin
Desmond&Chewyen
Ian&Ruijia
Me & No one
He & No one.
sigh at that time i really miss holding him
like i used to and i really have the urge to hug him
but i couldn't. i was feeling very sour.
sigh after playing arcade for awhile than the boys went outside to smoke
and there was this guy who keep looking at dayuan
than dayuan went to ask him see what see
and all than he also argued with that guy.
i was worry that the guy really box his face cos he said
"ni da wo luh"
i was like abit scared & it was my first time seeing him that way.
than i pulled his arm from behind
than slowly nothing already so i let go :(
then we went to the arcade to play game again
than i suddenly have this feeling like im quarreling with him but actually
we are over already than i had the feeling to like give in to him
but we wasn't quarreling but we are totally over
please sheela wake up.
sigh how i wish he could come back to me
will he?
he told all his & my friends that he totally dont like me anymore :(
when my friends told me my heart ached.
hais went to fushion after that played pool with yuanlin
than went to village to walk around and i was looking at him the whole time
cos i know after today i wont be able to see him anymore
june holidays are coming i really dunno how.
i wont be able to see him & i will be working on monday already
he already have no feelings for me
what more after june holiday?
more worse. i really feel like talking to him
and slowly pei yang everything but will he even reply my messages?
sigh i really dunno i only know i need him by my side now :(
but he dont need me already.
Today when i reach home i was thinking why my friend
take so long to reply my message than i relise that i send to the wrong person
i send it to my friend something like i only miss and love him
the him refers to chanjiaxing
than my mind was like shit.
I dont wanna let him know that i still love him alot
than i send wrong.my plan failed.
sigh i really hope to have you back by me.
I love you.
thanks girls who tag me on my tag board
thanks for all of your concern (:
Today meet up with nathalie at bk mrtthan walked to mcnair to play with pumpkin
cos i really miss him :(
I was praying really hard hoping that he was still sleeping
but he was actually sitting at the sofa.
My tears was about to come out and i told myself i have to control
because i wanna act in front of him that i don't love him anymore
and i have already given up when i still do love him alot :(
its really very hard.
whole day i have been listening to a song called
wo hai neng ai shei :(
sigh. after playing with pumpkin took bus to bugis
to look for job with nathalie. walked around
and saw many paper saying
full time & 18 and above. lol our face totally shagggggg
was kind of lazy to look and headed to iluma
and he was at there with dayuan & yuanlin.
saw him my heart started to ache.
sigh went to play my favorite arcade game
some kind of street fighter game
than was playing half way suddenly a challenger came
and it was him :(
cos i peeped from the side
make me remember the happy times when we play in the past
we laugh together and whenever you win other people
i will give you a kiss on your cheek :(
sigh after playing me & nathalie went to the arcade smoking
area to have some fresh air
while dayuan they all went to eat nearby.
I didn't wanna go its because i feel that he will feel irritated
he look so no mood and i think its because i was there
sigh sorry didnt mean to spoil your mood.
After they eat meet up with dayuan they all
because nathalie got to go so yuanlin acc me
thanks girl.
soon desmond, chewyen,ian & ruijia
join us because they went to watch a show just now
than suddenly i feel very sad
everyone is like couple.
Dayuan&Yuanlin
Desmond&Chewyen
Ian&Ruijia
Me & No one
He & No one.
sigh at that time i really miss holding him
like i used to and i really have the urge to hug him
but i couldn't. i was feeling very sour.
sigh after playing arcade for awhile than the boys went outside to smoke
and there was this guy who keep looking at dayuan
than dayuan went to ask him see what see
and all than he also argued with that guy.
i was worry that the guy really box his face cos he said
"ni da wo luh"
i was like abit scared & it was my first time seeing him that way.
than i pulled his arm from behind
than slowly nothing already so i let go :(
then we went to the arcade to play game again
than i suddenly have this feeling like im quarreling with him but actually
we are over already than i had the feeling to like give in to him
but we wasn't quarreling but we are totally over
please sheela wake up.
sigh how i wish he could come back to me
will he?
he told all his & my friends that he totally dont like me anymore :(
when my friends told me my heart ached.
hais went to fushion after that played pool with yuanlin
than went to village to walk around and i was looking at him the whole time
cos i know after today i wont be able to see him anymore
june holidays are coming i really dunno how.
i wont be able to see him & i will be working on monday already
he already have no feelings for me
what more after june holiday?
more worse. i really feel like talking to him
and slowly pei yang everything but will he even reply my messages?
sigh i really dunno i only know i need him by my side now :(
but he dont need me already.
Today when i reach home i was thinking why my friend
take so long to reply my message than i relise that i send to the wrong person
i send it to my friend something like i only miss and love him
the him refers to chanjiaxing
than my mind was like shit.
I dont wanna let him know that i still love him alot
than i send wrong.my plan failed.
sigh i really hope to have you back by me.
I love you.
thanks girls who tag me on my tag board
thanks for all of your concern (:
SHEELA (: 8:30 PM
